I hate that I love you

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Author: Favour Fesochukwu

Favour Fesochukwu

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Work Life Alpha Billionaire CEO Arrogant

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Introduction

"So sorry ma'am, but you did not get the job". The exact words I prayed not to hear from the mouth of the HR. Those words pierce into my heart like a sharp knife, I didn't even know what I was thinking, the pain in my heart made me to think less after hearing that the CEO was the brain behind my being jobless for the 10th time. I barge in on the said CEO's office but nothing prepared me for what happens next. I've always been an arrogant bitch who is not always in luck sometimes. I got the job, felt so good saying that, the HR led me to my office and I resumed immediately. Not really the way I thought but I was happy I had a job I literally fought for. Andy, my billionaire boss, had me in my taught that I began to question if it's healthy working in his company. A man like Andy, the thought of him made me wet and angry at the same time. I mean who wouldn't be insanely attracted to this dark goodness and deliciousness, I had this irresistible urge to beg him to eat me up or I use my woman powers to get him in my bed. This doesn't still dispute the fact that he is selfish and it's making the initial attraction I have of him to fade. Trying to be defensive in order not get hurt like mine isn't rich enough to get hurt. Later heard of his insane relationship with his former lover which took a toll on him. I became softer, and tried to understand but not all the time. Gave space when I felt overwhelmed, my brother and his wife are always ready to let me into their home. His children are literally my best friend. Yeah... we do have a family house without a father, yeah... my mother is a single mother of four children. Three handsome problems and one beautiful girl. That's me. It wasn't easy raising us witha father, Matter of facts while Jamie and Snow where my biological brother, Christian, the last child of the family was my step brother gotten from prostitution, and before you go about judging me , that was the only means of survival, my desperate mother knew. We never lacked anything, thanks to my mother's business, and no I did not continue or followed her into the business. My brothers were so over protective of me including Christian. Everyone puts me ahead of themselves and that made me feel small, I literally had to break free from their shackles after my college to pursue my purpose and get the life I've always dreamed about. Even though I miss their over protectiveness a lot because there were times I needed it, part of me was grateful I'm now a grown lady in their eyes. Being in that office with Andy without the staff to gossip was one hurdle I couldn't cross. Staff hated me but one thing i won't stand is being bullied from any single one of them, I rather be dammed. Even when Andy tried acting funny, I stood up to him. I stand to be corrected, not bullied. Though I have siblings that wouldn't let a fly hurt me, I still stand up for myself against bully. Andy would still find any given opportunity to get me question the attraction I have for him. "How can someone be sweet and sour at the same time". I wonder every single time. When Andy is not being a bully, he is being the sweetest boss I prayed for, a lover, and a friend. He put his contract on hold only because I caught a fever the morning of sealing the deal. I was really in his debt and thankfully we got the deal... thank goodness, I wouldn't have forgiven myself and my fever if we lost it. Andy began going low on business, to the point of bankruptcy. I couldn't believe a multi millionaire company could go this bad to the point that he wants to lay off staffs. He hardly talks about his parents, I would think they are dead. Andy, allowing his parents decide for him to marry the daughter of the CEO of Pinnacle company brought tears to my eyes. I got broken, broken because I understand his reasons for his actions and also because I do not want to share my boyfriend with another woman. He assured me it was a contract marriage but I would hear none of it. He should be willing to fight for what we have, I wasn't perfect but it was insanely beautiful. "I will marry you and make you mine" those words still find ways to sneak into my thoughts and echo like I don't have other things I think about. He was in so much pressure to give in, so he took her on a date, he dropped at his house because Tricia has somewhere to be. I saw Tricia forced a kiss on his lips and I was furious. Wanted to hear an explanation and what Andy said to me broke me completely " you will have to be a mistress". I looked him in the eye with so much pain and shock. "You want me to be your mistress? How dare you". I stormed out of his house not his life i mean... we've gone way to far to be strangers, I just needed to clear my head. Where else would I have gone, I went to Jamie's house and interrupted their Friday rituals of seeing a movie in their sitting room. I felt so bad but it wasn't compared to how I felt that moment.

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Chapter 1

CHAPTER ONE

Attraction at first sight

“So sorry ma'am, you did not get the job”

. “What!!” i questioned

I was certain I would get the job with my qualifications.

“But my qualifications says otherwise plus I did not have a proper interview, Please what could be the problem”, I queried further,

“I don't know the CEO insisted you don't get the job ma'am he made sure of that and he wants you to leave at once ma”.

“I will ask him myself ”.

I said ignoring the pleads for me to leave the office.

She raced after me shouting

“ Miss please I will have to call the security if you don't leave”. But I ignored her,

The pain in my heart couldn't bear me shouting back at her so I just kept walking till I got to a door where I entered a while ago and I entered without thinking or knocking,

One would think i own the company but i cared less or maybe i wasn't just thinking,

I just wanted an answer on why I did not get the job.

People go on interviews but they are either given false hopes or reasons why did not get their desired work description.

The HR did not bother getting to the door with me leaving me to the fate of the boss.

“If you knew the vacancy is filled already then don't bother stressing people who have ton of things to do with their time”.

I screamed at him immediately i got in, ignoring the fact that he is also a busy man.

He refused to look up,rather he kept typing on his computer his eyes going from his computer to the paper beside him ,

The anger inside me was no longer that of a mustard seed,

I was ready to move mountains,

I reached for his seat,

Swung it to my angle,

Bent slightly and made him look me in the eyes,

But not the reaction I was getting as his hands left his computer to the back of my head softly dragging my head close to his face.

I got scared at this point and began to regret my idea of confronting him which clearly looks like a not so bad idea.

As he stared into my eyes,

my heart raced so hard that it could explode,

he got more close to my face,

making me look helpless as though i wanted it.

“What happened to Beatrice that was ready to burn down Easy Company”

i asked my mind,

“ She changed from ice to water real quick”

i replied laughing really hard in my head.

With the situation i was in, one will think i had no time to discuss all this with my mind.

Looking at me he located my lips which had a dark red lipgloss on it and gently placed his lips on it,

opening his mouth a little bit,

He sticked out his tongue together with his lips and dipped them into mine as they took turns and held unto me not wanting to let go,

At this point I had forgotten the reason I entered his office as I held on the collar of his grey suit with my other hand very busy massaging the back of his head making his face as close to mine as possible not getting enough of the kiss.

I had already forgotten I was slightly bent doing all this while he was comfortably sitting with the door ajar.

We were on it for five minutes not wanting to let go of each other,

Trying to see if I could unbutton his shirt and go deeper,

At this point i was horny as fuck

His phone booth rung and in shock i swung his chair away from me.

“ I'm not available”

he answered immediately not hearing what the other person wanted to say and roughly dropped the phone in it's booth, i assumed she is his secretary.

“ You see why I cannot employ you in my company, you are not a good fit for me I don't get easily distracted,

I'm pretty focused in everything i do so you cannot come into my company in seconds and start running through my head like my office work”.

“I will loose my mind with you working as my executive assistant please,I would have loved to make a few calls for you but I still won't focus properly knowing your location please go”.

“If you stay one more minutes I might be tempted to do something I have never done in a very long time”,

“Have sex in your office you mean”

I blunted out almost immediately,

Like i knew what he wanted to say,

”such cowardice” I said very hurt and confused at the same time why will he fire me because he had an attraction towards, me i did not create myself.

Feeling frustrated and teary,

I continued “you do not go ahead and fire someone because you have the power to do so, it's very disgusting”.

I wouldn't come to your company If i had other choice,

i really need this job

“I promise not to be a distraction to you Sir”

Her beauty alone is a distraction,

How would she not be a distraction when she will be working as my Executive Assistant,

i will have to fight my mind to get her off of it

“Andy”,

Callll me Andy he reaches out for a handshake which she returned happliy because she had gotten the job.

“Please the kiss did not happen sir let us keep our work professional sir”,

“Andy”

he repeated

“that is my name”

Feeling used about the kiss

“I am your boss I call the shot Miss…..”,

“Beatrice”.

I replied feeling pissed that he had forgotten my name just few hours of conducting a very short interview different from my fellow job hunters,

“Sir sorry Andy” I bit my lower lip in regret

“Ok let's strike a deal, for every sir you call me comes with a kiss and you work on my terms when I decide to change the deal” he said

bluntly my eyelid changing direction from the table to him I shouted In shock

“No Andy”!!

“ I promised not to be a distraction and the other kiss was a mistake i wouldn't make again, you are my boss, it's only wise i call you by your title”.

“You just called me Andy instead of sir meaning you gave in to my deal he said with a smirk”.

Since I have an assistant I don't have to do this anymore he said as he gently arranges the paperworks and gives to her,

Adjusts his wrist watch at the process.

“The HR will show you to your office and you can start working today, I need this paperwork delivered tomorrow morning”

“ Sir sorry Andy”

I said but this time a bit scared that he might kiss me he stood up from his chair walked up to me used his finger to lift her face up close in a bid to kiss her but to my surprise as I closed my eyes a bit with my heart beating very fast like someone who raced in a sport,

he whispered

“Not today but you owe me a kiss don't forget”

I left his office not knowing where to go but I still had to leave before i will do something i will regret.

I felt wet in my body, I did not realize that my Boss is this hot as he has been sitting all through the time he was talking.

I only thought he had a masculine handsomeness with his hair low, Dark deliciousness,

Fine eye brows,

To this very sexy eyes that he winks whenever he wants to say something mischievous

Down to his not so pointed nose, his side jars,

His neatly carved beard,

Just the perfect amount of hairs in his beard and his lips, I could have all day without getting tired.

Black on the upper lip and pink on the lower lip just the way I like it.

Not seeing all this features the first time in the interviewing room is crazy.