Forbidden Love: IN LOVE WITH MY BROTHER

Lisa's POV

"Lisa....." How did your assignment turn out? Hmm? This is my sibling Believe. Believe is an attractive man; he sported brownish-black hair similar to my mother's, and his eyes were hazel. He had an attractive physique and stood at a good height; I believe he was nearly six feet two inches tall. Admired by all the girls in our school. He was a kind individual, consistently serene and composed, as well as a genius. Ugh.....I truly appreciated his demeanor. I’m not sure, but I felt some strange feelings for him. Ugh…

"Li..sa.." I was returned to my consciousness.

through his voice. I glanced at him and noticed he was staring at me while lifting his eyebrows.

"I would really appreciate it if you could teach me, big brother." I said while drawing him over and placing him beside me.

"You're not really that foolish, Lisa... what changed all of a sudden?" Sure, I excelled in math, but my desire was to be with him now.

"I find these matters confusing." I spoke as I gazed at him. He was quite attractive and was now smiling at me. I'm not sure if it's been a year since I began to feel like this. I realized that I am in love with him. I simply couldn't shake off that sensation. I gazed at his face and slender lips. They were extremely attractive, and I really wanted to kiss him, but I managed to keep my composure.

"Okay, I will show you." He then took my pen and began to instruct me. I didn’t hear a thing; I was simply staring at him like a foolish woman. All of a sudden, I recognized that I was making a mistake, so I concentrated on what he was instructing me. Once he finished teaching, he rose to depart. I swiftly grabbed his hand, "Where are you headed?" I asked as he gazed at me while smiling.

"Preparing a meal for you." "What would you like to eat?" Sure, I forgot that Aunt Martha left for her vacation at home today.

"Roast chicken with noodles." I mentioned while recalling Believe's culinary abilities. It was incredibly tasty. I'm eager to taste his cooking.

"Alright..." I will succeed. "Clean yourself up and come downstairs." He exited the room with that. Once he left, I stepped into the bathroom and examined myself in the mirror. How did I come to love my own brother? I doubted myself. I dislike witnessing him with other girls; I was simply envious. I can't figure out how to erase this emotion. Crap. I reflected on myself and realized I was quite distinct from him. My hair was black, and my eyes were hazel. I’m unsure why…… in fact, I never wished to possess the same traits as him and I realized it was due to my emotions for him.

Once I finished my shower, I put on some clothes and headed down for dinner. I noticed that Believe had organized everything. I rushed over to him and embraced him firmly.

"Lisa....what's the matter?" "Did anything occur?" He gazed at me with anxious eyes; I understood he always cared for me, but what is wrong with me... why did I fall for him? He was my sibling. Out of nowhere, Believe embraced me in return; I could sense his fragrance, and I adored it immensely.

"Believe...is there someone you’re in love with?" I unexpectedly asked since I was curious. He had never had a girlfriend and was never very close to girls, so I felt both curious and scared.

"Why do you suddenly asked?" "You didn't ask earlier."

Believe guided me to the chair while he moved another chair nearer and took a seat on it. He wore a stunning smile that I adored deeply, yet I was selfish and didn't want him to smile at anyone but me.

"I'd like to find out...could you let me know?" I truly had a strange voice while speaking to him. I realized it was due to my fear. Ugh

"No, I do not possess..." I breathed out heavily the moment I heard 'No'. Hoorayyyyy. Fantastic, that's the information I was hoping to receive.

"What is the issue?" Believe inquired once more as he lifted one eyebrow; he looks adorable when he does that.

"Everything." I averted my gaze from him.

"Speak the truth, Lisa." Believe embraced me once more, and I sensed his heartbeat; it was incredibly rapid. Argh...

"Nothing, I...I simply care for you a lot." What on earth? What did I say to him? Oh no. Damn…

"Sure, my sister is expected to like me." Believe kissed my forehead, got up, and then set my meal before me.

"Eat now, we need to go to school tomorrow." Mom called and mentioned that she won't be home tonight because Dad has a significant business trip, and she’s accompanying him. I dislike hearing this. Why can't they spend even an hour with us? They only prioritize their own interests. It's fine since I have Believe; he has always supported me. That's the reason I adore him so deeply…

"Alright," I grinned at Believe and began to eat. Wow, incredibly tasty.

"Tasty.." I spoke while gazing at him, my mouth full of noodles.

Suddenly Believe bent over to me and wiped the corner of my mouth and my heart beat increased. I slowly looked at his lips and I bit my lower lip because I really wanted to kiss him. Urghh..

"Silly... eat slowly." Believe sat down as he smiled and his teeth were beautiful. When he smiled it was the most beautiful thing I've ever seen in my life. I don't understand why I'm like this but I bet I've already fallen in love with him more than I could ever imagine. I want to let him know my feelings before he falls in love with another girl because I was scared to face it if he loved another girl.

"Believe... I have something...to tell you." I finally spoke. I was scared and it was really weird.

"Yeah, what is it?" Believe looked at me with a questioning look. How am I supposed to tell him that I love him? I don't know but I should do it before it is too late.

"I...I.." I can't tell him while looking at his face. What if he rejects me and tells me that he doesn't want to talk to me anymore...no.. I can't, I won't be able to handle it.

"Tell me Lisa... is it about a boy? You are in love with someone?" He asked me. I could feel some fear in his voice but I don't know. It was actually about a boy and it's you.. I wanted to tell him but I was too weak for that.

"Nothing. Just forget it." I forced my feelings to not come out. I lowered my head and stared at my food. Suddenly my eyes filled with tears because how am I supposed to let him know my feelings? but I didn't let tears come out.

"No..tell me. You should tell me your problems Lisa." Believe stood from his chair and came to me. I can't let him see my tears and thank god I didn't let my tears come out.

"I love you.." I suddenly said as I looked up at him. His actions stopped and he didn't show any emotion; he just stood there while looking at me. I actually couldn't understand what was in his mind.

"Yeah sisters should love their brothers." My whole world broke as he said that. Couldn't he just understand what I was saying? It wasn't about sister or brother love, it was just love as lovers. I looked at his emotionless face and I knew he understood what I meant by those words but he didn't show me that. My tears suddenly came out.

"Okay" with that I stood up to leave but Believe suddenly caught my wrist. I looked at him as he let go of my hand.

"Good night Lisa." Is that all he wanted to say? I just couldn't stop my tears so I lowered my head and left. He knew what I meant yet he's acting like he didn't understand. Why? I don't understand.