
Shen An'an was extremely worried about Luo Hao Tian's detailed evaluation of that woman, but her face was still a pool of stagnant water, so calm that Luo Hao Tian could not see her joy and anger.
She didn't want to be that domineering woman.
"Do you love her?"
Facing Shen An'an's question, Luo Hao Tian shook his head and nodded.
Shen An'an's heart twisted and twisted along with his movements. After several twists and turns, her calm tone couldn't help but fluctuate a little. "Do you not love me, or … love me?"
God knows how hard it is for her to say the word "love".
It was as if someone had kicked him in the lower tray, but when he opened his mouth and cried out in pain, a cockroach directly flew into his mouth.
It was painful and disgusting.
'"An'an, I don't want to lie to you. I'm not an abusive person. I want to be with you for a lifetime. But sometimes, you put a lot of pressure on me. I want to constantly review myself to see if I'm as perfect as you say. I'm just an ordinary person, not a god. I'm tired." Luo Haotian sighed.
Shen An'an's hot temper was on the verge of exploding.
He betrayed her and pushed all the blame on her.
How ridiculous was this reason! It was because of her love and her trust that he had absurdly cheated on her!
"Then, are you in love with her? Are you not going to be with me anymore?" When Shen An'an asked this question, she was completely focused and breathless. She held her breath and said,
She was afraid that the answer given by Luo Haotian would leave her with nothing.
Over the past two years, with Luo Haotian, she had used all her strength to love him. She thought that they would continue to live like this, but she never thought that no matter how strong their relationship was, it was not indestructible.
"An'an." Luo Haotian only called her name, but did not continue.
"Tell me, I can handle it." Under the pure white blanket, Shen An'an clenched her fists tightly, in order to suppress her emotions that were about to erupt.
Luo Haotian sighed, "To be honest, I haven't thought about this yet."
He looked at her, his gaze still filled with love, but on this basis, he felt a little more apologetic.
He said, "An'an, I love you. Although I'm very tired, I haven't given up on loving you."
"Then, will you give up on her?"
Shen An'an had never known that after knowing that Luo Hao Tian had betrayed her, she was actually able to talk to him in such a quiet manner. Although this process was very painful, she knew that in her heart, she really did not intend to give up on him and give up on this relationship.
In front of Luo Haotian, there seemed to be a faint woman. She smiled faintly and said these words gently. Her pair of clever hands were forging the warm world she was in.
"I don't know." He shook his head. This was the first time he had hesitated since he had always acted decisively.
He loved Shen An'an, and at the same time, he also loved the woman who allowed him to relax in his exhaustion.
He was too greedy, which was why he was in such a situation today.
"Haotian, touch my stomach. There are our children here." Shen An'an pulled out a smile with difficulty. Looking at his hesitant face, she couldn't help but feel pain and sour in her heart. Tears fell down her cheeks one by one.
Luo Haotian did not move.
Shen An'an lifted the blanket, stretched out her hand, and pulled his hand to cover her stomach. She choked and whispered, "If you are willing to give me another chance, then come back to me. I will forget this matter." Believe me, I will show you who I am that changed for you. Haotian, let's get married when I get out of the hospital. In the future, you, me, and our children will live together in peace. "
At this point, her tears fell even more ferociously, making Luo Haotian feel even more guilty.
Shen An'an sniffed and suppressed the wailing in her throat. "If you don't have the strength to be with me anymore, then leave me with this child."
After saying that, she slowly let go of his hand.
Luo Haotian placed his hand on her abdomen. Although her stomach had yet to bulge, he felt as if a small life was growing here.
It begged him, "Dad, don't abandon me, don't leave me and Mom."
His hand trembled, his arm quickly retracted, and his body stiffened awkwardly.
Under Shen An'an's gaze, he slightly lowered his eyelids. After a long time, he said, "An'an, I'm sorry to make you sad. It's my fault. Please give me time. I will take care of everything. When I come back, we will get married."
Shen An'an nodded. She, who had always been in a tight mood, suddenly relaxed and finally cried.
"Wuwu … Wuwu …" She cried sadly.
Luo Haotian had never seen her like this, so fragile, so tender. He reached out and picked her up, hugged her in his arms, and hugged her tightly.
"An'an, it's my fault. I made you sad."
"Haotian, Wuwu, don't leave me."
"Mm, I won't do it in the future. I really won't do it in the future."
"Without you, I really don't know what to do."
Shen An'an had been crying while Luo Hao Tian had been comforting him. The two of them hugged each other for a long time until the nurse knocked on the door to give Shen An'an a nutrition injection.
Gu En'en and Ji Feifan bought dinner and came back. Seeing Luo Haotian in the ward, Gu En'en still didn't give him a good look. He went straight to the bedside table and put down the tableware in his hand. He said to Shen An'an, "Cousin, let's have some porridge first."
As she spoke, she handed a bowl of porridge to Shen An'an.
From beginning to end, she didn't even give Luo Haotian a single glance.
This man betrayed his cousin, causing her to be hospitalized. She would definitely not easily forgive him!
Luo Haotian sat down for a while, and seeing that he was unpopular with others, he didn't want to make anyone feel disgusted by staying here anymore. He said to Shen An'an, "An'an, watch your body and take care of yourself. I'll take care of those things and see you later."
Shen An'an nodded.
Luo Haotian stood up and greeted Ji Feifan before leaving the ward.
As soon as he left, Gu En'en couldn't help but ask, "Cousin, did you forgive him like this?"
Cousin has always been fierce and decisive, how can she let go of someone who did something wrong so easily? She felt sorry for her cousin.
If Ji Feifan had let her down, she would definitely not be with him anymore.
It was really disgusting to live with someone who betrayed him and even sleep with him!
"I love him. I love him very much. I don't want to give up this relationship between us." Shen An'an bit her lips. Although her heart would feel awkward and sad, she still endured it.
"En'en, do you remember the movie I saw with Xue'er that night? The supporting actress saw her husband and a beautiful girl in a nightclub. The heroine was about to explode, and she wanted to make a fool of him, but she pulled her hot-tempered best friend and said, 'Everyone has a chance to be forgiven.' Yes, everyone makes mistakes. I want to give him a chance. "
Of course, Gu En'en remembered that movie.
At the same time, she also remembered that Shen An'an scoffed at him and said, "This kind of scum is cheap in his bones. Once he commits it, there will be a second time. If you forgive him once, he will betray you a second time."
Her righteous words at that time refused to lower her head, but she was the first one to lower her head after what had truly happened.
Looking at Shen An'an like this, Gu En'en couldn't help but feel heartache.
Such a cousin must have loved Luo Haotian so much in her heart, so she would have wronged herself and given him a chance.
'"En'en, I was too confident in the past. Everything was my pride. But today, I realized that many things are not as perfect as I thought. If you want to get something, you have to lose something."
Her gaze was faint, and her expression was heavy with sorrow. She must have been extremely sad.
"I don't want to give up Luo Haotian, so I have to swallow the pain of him betraying me."
Gu En'en looked at her sorrowful expression and thought, Perhaps, the pain and suffering in her cousin's heart were deeper than she had imagined.
"En'en, let cousin eat something first." Ji Feifan walked over and handed a dinner to Gu En'en.
This topic was getting heavier and heavier.
Since he had made his decision, he could only walk on resolutely.
After dinner, Gu En'en settled down Shen An'an and left the ward with Ji Feifan.
Although the night was heavy, too many things had happened today. Gu En'en was not sleepy at all. She walked side by side with Ji Feifan on the hospital path with deep thoughts.
"I thought that with my cousin's personality, it would be impossible for me to be with Luo Haotian again."
After a long while, Gu En'en said slowly.
"That's her choice, and we have no right to interfere. As long as she's fine, En'en, we're still outsiders."
Apart from Shen An'an herself, no one else could decide her life.
Gu En'en couldn't help but sigh, "I used to think that feelings were the most stable thing in the world, but now, it doesn't seem to be the case."
After spending three years with her, Ji Feili finally married a woman who was not her, but hated her to the bone.
Shen An'an and Luo Hao Tian, whom she had always considered the best couple, had actually ended up like this.
"En'en, things in the world are not absolute. Don't let other people's sadness affect your yearning for life, let alone doubt me."
He looked at Gu En'en earnestly and used his most sincere heart to dispel the doubts and uneasiness in Gu En'en's heart. "I don't dare to say that I will live forever in the next life, but in this life, I will protect you until the end of my life."
Such words sounded especially comfortable to Gu En'en, who was beginning to doubt and waver in his emotions.
She reached out to hug him and put her head on his sturdy chest. Listening to his heartbeat, she felt that the world was still as she had imagined.


