
It was she who personally destroyed his love and trust for her bit by bit!
He could tolerate it once, forgive it once, and give her a chance, but he couldn't tolerate her playing him even harder with applause!
"I hate you!"
She actually said she hated him?
Hate?
Isn't it love? How could it be so easily turned into "hatred"?
Haha …
"You can do whatever you want." There was only disappointment and boundless pain left in his heart. All he could say was words that hurt each other even more.
"It's not like this … En'en …" Ji Feifan suddenly woke up from his dream.
He habitually looked to his side and touched his tentacles. The empty place was only ice-cold. The girl who had curled up in his arms and smiled sweetly would never come back.
In the bedroom, only the dim yellow sleep lights were still quietly on.
She was afraid of the dark, so he turned on the sleeping lights all night. Now, she was no longer by his side, and she no longer needed to turn on the sleeping lights at night. However, he had already developed such a habit.
With the dim yellow light of the sleep lamp, his gaze slowly landed on the verdict at the bedside.
It was a court-sanctioned divorce decree.
After walking around for so long, she still insisted on getting a divorce …
That's right. Whether it was before or after she lost her memory, she was always so determined, determined to draw all boundaries with him …
She divorced, even willing to give up all her possessions, only asking him to write a divorce petition.
He used fifty million to make things difficult for her, so she patched together enough to give her fifty million.
In the Fortune Hotel, he kept her in such a decisive manner. She was stingy to him except for being cold to him …
He thought that if she lost her memory and forgot everything, they could start over. However, he was wrong. She refused to leave his heart even more than before.
"En'en, you should be very happy to see it …"
He picked up the divorce decree on the bedside table, and his heart was completely dead.
Even though he told himself to let go, when the verdict was truly in his hands, his heart would still ache and he would still be reluctant to part with it.
…
"Grandpa Ji, to tell you the truth, I feel very depressed right now …"
"Is it related to extraordinary?"
"Yes. I don't know what we used to be like. After losing my memory, I don't remember anything that happened in the past. I can't accept that I suddenly have a husband. Moreover … Furthermore, he treats me like a criminal and looks after me. I have lost my freedom and right to enjoy my freedom … I know that Grandpa Ji is upright and righteous. I hope that Grandpa Ji will make the decision for me. I want to divorce Ji Feifan. From now on, we will go our separate ways and not interfere with each other. "
"En'en, grandpa wants you both to be happy, but can you listen to me? You and Feifan got married before you lost your memories. Now, if you want to divorce, do you have to wait until you regain your memories? You haven't remembered what happened in the past yet. You ended your marriage so hastily. Putting aside everything from the past, Grandpa is worried that if you regain your memories one day, you will regret the decision you made today. At that time, you have already caused great damage to each other. Even if you recover, you may not be able to fill the scars in your heart. "
"I don't regret it," she said firmly.
"All you see now is his domination and control over her. There's nothing in your mind that he used to be gentle and considerate towards you and take good care of you. You may not care, but you can't deny that you were each other's only safe haven before you had any conflicts."
Old Master Ji sighed and shook his head helplessly, "A slap doesn't sound. En'en, this slap sounds so loud and echoes so loud … Why did the man who doted on you interfere and control you like a thousand times in the past? Have you ever thought that you didn't give him the sense of security that he and his wife deserve?"
"A sense of security?"
"Love is like brewing wine. Not only is rice better, but water is also better. No matter how outstanding the other side is, he needs to have a support and trust. A sense of security is not the exclusive property of a man to a woman, but also a promise that a woman makes to a man."
"Grandpa Ji, I don't know what we were like before, nor do I know what happened between us. However, I really don't want to be trapped by him right now … These days may be ordinary days for others. Ordinary, regular, 24 hours a day. However, to me, a few short days is a calamity. I don't know if I can endure it if tomorrow's history is still the same … "
…
That day, he heard everything that she and her grandfather said. She repeatedly regarded him as a calamity in her life, so eager to escape from him, without the slightest hesitation.
"Really, I'm going to let go completely …"
He murmured, the bitterness in his eyes so clear.
The night was still very late, but he disappeared and could not fall asleep.
*
When Gu En'en received a call from Shen An'an, she and Zhou Sicheng had just arrived at the Zhou Clan's mansion.
"She's dead."
On the phone, Shen An'an's voice was exceptionally dull.
Gu En'en was stunned for a moment, apparently unable to react. She asked doubtfully, "Who died?"
"Su Su … she died … she cut her wrist and committed suicide last night …"
Slash your wrist and commit suicide?
Gu En'en was shocked.
"Cousin, where are you?" She could tell that there was something wrong with Shen An'an's tone.
"Tongan police station."
"I'll be right there." Gu En'en hung up the phone and said to Zhou Sicheng, "Sicheng, accompany uncle. I need to go to the police station."
"I'll accompany you." Zhou Sicheng had been sitting beside Gu En'en and had also heard the conversation between Shen An'an and Gu En'en.
"No need. Talk to Uncle for a while. Cousin is in a bad mood. She probably doesn't want to see too many people."
"Alright, I'll let the driver drive you."
"Alright."
When Gu En'en arrived at the Tongan police station, Tong Xue got off the car before her.
Like her, Tong Xue came alone, and her husband, Ye Yanxi, was not by her side.
Tong Xue saw Gu En'en and nodded to her, "Go in."
When the two entered the police station, Shen An'an was sitting on a chair in the corridor.
They walked over and looked at the listless Shen An'an. The two of them sat on her left and right and held her hand together. Tong Xue asked softly, "What's going on?"
With her two good friends and sisters by her side, Shen An'an finally relaxed a little.
She took a deep breath and said, "It was her shop assistant who called the police."
"We met her yesterday and she was fine. Why did she suddenly commit suicide?" Gu En'en couldn't understand.
Logically speaking, Su Su should be the winner of her life, excluding Shen An'an from the main room, successfully ascending the throne, sitting on Luo Haotian, should enjoy marriage, enjoy happiness, how could she suddenly commit suicide in her coffee shop …
Luo Haotian had just been interrogated when he walked out of the interrogation room. Hearing Gu En'en's question, he walked over and said, "It was my fault."
Shen An'an looked at him.
'"After the miscarriage, her body was injured. The doctor said that it would be very difficult for her to get pregnant again in the future. My parents have always wanted to have a grandson, and she also knows that secretly, she ate a lot of all kinds of folk recipes, making her originally weak body even more fragile, and even menopausal …"
Gu En'en's eyes widened.
Shen An'an looked as if she didn't believe him.
Tong Xue also understood.
"Last month, I filed for a divorce with her. She agreed and broke up peacefully. Yesterday, we received the court's verdict. She said that she wanted me to accompany her for another day, and listen to her for the rest of the day …"
Tong Xue was a psychiatrist. From Luo Haotian's description, she had already analyzed Su Su's thoughts during that period of time.
"She probably didn't want to live when she agreed to your divorce," she said.
Luo Haotian's expression was filled with sadness, "It was because I was too careless that I didn't notice that she had such thoughts …"
Yesterday, she asked him to accompany her to sit quietly in the coffee shop. They sat for a long time and knew that night was falling. He said that he wanted to send her home, but she refused him and let him go first.
Because he had a meeting at the company today, he didn't think too much about it and left. However, he didn't expect that after he left, she would personally … personally end her life.
He still remembered that afternoon when he accidentally walked into a coffee shop.
She sat there, carefully and gently arranging flowers.
The afternoon sun shone on her through the window, gentle and graceful.
He looked at her so impetuously and felt that the world around him had quieted down.
She looked up and saw that he was looking at her. She smiled politely at him. He smiled back. Looking at her delicate and quiet appearance, she realized that her heart had also gradually calmed down.
That afternoon, there weren't many people in the cafe. He sat aside and watched her quietly arrange flowers. He personally made wind bells and carefully glued pieces of broken porcelain together to make a beautiful and unique flower pot …
In the future, he would always like to sit there after being busy, quietly looking at a woman who lived in a troubled world but had a soft and tranquil heart like water.
Slowly, the two of them began to talk from time to time with only a smile, and then they talked confidently until the two of them walked together …
Shen An'an's mind had always been somewhat absent-minded.
She remembered what Su Su said to her in the bathroom yesterday.
She said, "I know, you hate me, blame me, because of me, you lost your husband, but also because of me, you lost your own child. Perhaps, it's retribution … My child miscarried at the age of five months …"
When she heard that Su Su had miscarried, her heart was filled with joy.
'"I know how hard it is to hear you say'forgive' … If I were you, I wouldn't be able to be lenient to a woman who robbed me of my happiness … To be able to meet you today, God is really lenient. I have no regrets in this lifetime. Shen An'an, I hope you will be happy in the future …"
At that time, she clearly saw that Su Su's pale face was filled with indescribable loneliness, and she, because she had finally witnessed the retribution of her enemies with her own eyes, coldly used a woman's determination to please her gloomy heart …
"I'm sorry." This was the last thing Su Su said to her.
However, it was also what she wanted to say to her the most.
I'm sorry, when you longed for forgiveness the most, what I gave you was a mocking injury …
I'm sorry, when you truly blessed me, I actually thought that you were silently provoking me …
Su Su, I do hate you, but if I knew that you had already decided to die early in the morning, even if it hurts, I would still say "forgive" to you.


