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Chapter 279 Life

"This instant noodle is tomato egg noodle. My cooking is not good. Next time you come, I'll ask the chef to make it for you." Qu Hanlan looked at him, just staring at the instant noodles and didn't understand. She was at a loss. She bit her lips and remembered something, saying, "I still have some snacks and drinks here. Let me bring you an egg tart and coffee."

Du Junfeng turned around and was about to leave, but before she could turn around, Du Junfeng made his move.

"Bang!"

Qu Hanlan lowered her head and looked at the instant noodles that Du Junfeng knocked over on the ground. In her mind, she actually thought that it was inappropriate. Fortunately, the bowl she had just prepared for Du Junfeng was a bronze bowl.

"What do you mean, humiliate me?" Du Junfeng stood up angrily and pointed at the completely destroyed instant noodles on the ground.

Qu Hanlan raised her head in disbelief and said, "I humiliated you? Do you think I'm humiliating you by making you a bowl of instant noodles?"

'"What's the name of this shop?" "Private light." What a private light. The last private light was opened by Tong Zhe for you. What did Tong Zhe tell you before? He wanted to take you away and reopen a private light.

Tell me, what do you mean now, are you with him again? Or are you still missing him? Everything in this shop was moved from there. You don't need to find a reason anymore. Du Junfeng said angrily.

"That's what you think of me, that's what you think of me? I promised you that I would do it if you didn't see him. Why don't you believe me?"

Private light, whether in the past or now, is my own name, why can't it be pure I like this name, why must have a relationship with others.

"You're too dark, Du Junfeng." Qu Hanlan angrily turned around to leave.

Du Junfeng took a step forward and grabbed her. Under his powerful palm, Qu Hanlan could not even struggle.

"I'm dark, yes, I admit I'm dark, you don't know I'm going crazy because of you.

I came back with great difficulty and found you again with great difficulty. After driving that ugly little person away, I thought that I could finally be with you and we could live a normal life.

But what about you, pulling a face with me all day long, like how much suffering you have endured, is being with me making you feel so uncomfortable? Look at you, you'd rather smile at those unfamiliar students than change your mood towards me.

You look the same when I say anything to you. You know what? Nothing is the biggest opinion. "

Qu Hanlan gave up struggling and cried under his shackles.

"What right do you have to cry? I should cry. If crying works, you can make me cry every day.

As long as you tell me why you are still unhappy in the same studio as your previous studio, why you have to come here and be busy with instant noodles, I have gone to great lengths to prepare it for you.

As Du Junfeng said this, he lowered his voice and revealed a strong sense of powerlessness. "As long as you tell me how to let us be fine and how to let me relax and love you."

"I also want to know, I also want to know, how can I not be afraid of you, how can I talk to you normally, how can I be dissatisfied with other people's guilt, how can I make you believe that I love you ah, even if this love is being bit by bit worn away by you, I still love you ah." Qu Hanlan lowered her head and said with a sobbing voice, her long wavy hair hanging down to cover her face.

"You never loved me, Can you see yourself clearly? In my eyes, no matter before or now, there was confusion, hatred, and pity. I don't know how this pity came about, but there was never me, never love, never love, never even close to love, love, admiration, admiration, and even the slightest bit of love. How dare you say you love me? You always tell yourself that you love me, but you never really love me. You don't even love anyone. Du Junfeng loosened his grip and staggered back a step. Qu Hanlan's body shook because she suddenly lost a force.

'"I don't believe you. I don't believe what you said. What do you mean by eyes? How can you judge? Did you learn from those women? Do they have you in their eyes? Do they have love? They only have money in their eyes. I don't understand, don't understand that you don't love anyone. You're not me. How can you know who I am? Who do you think you are!"

Qu Hanlan did not believe it. I don't want to believe it, She wanted to argue that she loved a lot of people, But when he thought about it, She only knew that she loved Du Junfeng, Other people could love her parents, but her parents … No, she didn't have a father, and her mother had been immersed in her own world since she was young. She didn't care about her at all. The nurse who had accompanied her for a long time was also her mother's nurse. She didn't have any feelings for her at all. After her mother passed away, she was extremely cold to her, and she didn't have any siblings.

Du Junfeng was the first person to say that he loved her. At that time, the people around him were saying that they liked him. They should like him. She thought that was love. She had never felt love. She really didn't seem to know what love was.

Du Junfeng watched her tremble as she stood there, his heart filled with mixed emotions. He wanted to go over and hug her to comfort her. However, she was also angry that she had given so much, but she had never recognized her own heart and never loved him. Thinking of this, he wished he could erase this person from his mind. Why did he have her? Without her, he, Du Junfeng, didn't want anyone, didn't want any love? Why did he have to waste it on her?

Du Junfeng did not know what would happen if he continued to stand here. He angrily turned around and left.

Behind her, Qu Hanlan slowly squatted down. After a moment of silence, she cried out. Why is it like this? Why is it like this again? Why would she take all this.

That night, Du Junfeng did not go home and went to the bar first. However, he walked to several bars in succession. He either disliked the bad smell of others, or felt that the wine was not as good as his own. Otherwise, the singer was too ugly, or the people who came over were too disgusting. In the end, he touched back to the company. At the company, there was a wine that he had put down beforehand. He sat in front of the French window and silently took a bottle of wine to drink.

The company that Du Fu appointed him was small, but its business ability was not bad. Therefore, the address of the company was also in a famous building in this city. This was the CBD of this city, and there were many tall buildings. Du Junfeng stared blankly at the building opposite him. There was an advertisement for the company on nearly a hundred floors. It looked like a financial investment company. Du Junfeng felt that it looked a little familiar. He tried his best to use his brain that was paralyzed by alcohol to think about it. He remembered that it was the company Tong Zhe had worked for before.

Du Junfeng laughed. He was so happy. Tong Zhe was forced away by him. He couldn't be in such a high-end building anymore, but he was still here. Ants were ants. Why would he miss Qu Hanlan? What confidence did he have to compete with him, Du Junfeng? In the end, he won. Tong Zhe was forced away. Qu Hanlan returned to his side. He also opened another studio for Qu Hanlan, just like before.

No, not like before. The studio, yes. Qu Hanlan doesn't like it. She doesn't like it, but she doesn't refuse. She doesn't say whether she likes it or not. She doesn't say anything.

When Du Junfeng thought of this, his smile fell again. What happiness? He was not happy at all. He felt so pitiful.

On the other side, Qu Hanlan slowly fumbled to close the door, cleaned the floor, and sat on the tables and chairs in the shop. In the darkness, she quietly cried. She did not know if she was crying, nor did she know what had dried up her tears.

She just felt that her heart was empty. Was this normal? She didn't know that Du Junfeng had repeatedly said that he wouldn't love her. She was also a little confused. No one had ever told her what love was. She didn't know what love was. Was it her current reaction to being hurt by someone she loved?

She didn't dare to think about it. Although she knew that she couldn't come up with an answer, she was just scared. She was scared of that answer. She didn't want to truly discover that she didn't have the ability to love. That way, she was so sad.

However, the current her was not much better. She had no friends, no family, and only one Du Junfeng. However, Du Junfeng did not recognize her, and she did not know what was between the two of them.

Qu Hanlan questioned herself about what she was doing every day, but she couldn't give an answer. In the past, when she drew, others said that she was good at drawing, but she didn't feel anything. There was no one in the studio who had the passion to stay up late and fight, and she didn't have to yearn for anything.

Now that Qu Hanlan no longer drew, she did not seem to have any control over what she wanted to do. She just wanted to open a small canteen. She felt that these students were very interesting and had a lot of things that she did not have. She felt that she was like a person from two different worlds with a layer of fog in the middle.

Qu Hanlan sat in an empty shop. In the darkness, there was only her cold self. This was the first time she felt so pitiful.

The entanglement between the two of them could not be untied, so they could only slowly decide whether they would be able to solve it or make it even more chaotic.

Bao Hongwen, who had also experienced emotional injuries, naturally unilaterally believed that he had suffered emotional injuries. Recently, he was in a good mood. Although Mo Han was basically a resident of ST, she treated him no differently from the others and did not mention that matter again.

As for Bao Hongwen, who was still young, his mind was mainly focused on the game. On the day Mo Han officially arrived at ST, he was uneasy, afraid that he would collapse, afraid that he would lose control of himself.

However, when he really saw someone, he realized that he didn't seem to feel anything. He felt that he must have truly matured. Bao Hongwen logged into the game and found Yu Wenwen who was still online. For some reason, Yu Wenwen seemed to rarely go offline. He usually worked during the day. Although he couldn't team up to fight monsters or anything, he was always online.

Therefore, Bao Hongwen could always find Yu Wenwen whenever he had something to do online. On the night when Mo Han arrived, Bao Hongwen went online to ask Yu Wenwen.

Chiwen: "Tell me, what am I? Am I mature? I thought I would lose control of myself when she came to us today, but when I saw her, I didn't feel anything."

Yu Wenwen: "So you know her."

Chiwen: "Of course I know her. The'she 'I told you about was the one I told you when we first met."

Yu Wenwen: "Alright, alright, I know. I told you, you can let her go."

Chiwen: Well, I think you're right. Besides, even if I like her, I can't really pursue her. That's to say, I can't do anything that goes against my principles when I'm a junior. So I don't care so much about her now. I'm very happy.

Yu Wenwen: "Well, congratulations. You can be happy and look for a new beauty."

Chiwen: "Hehe, we have very few girls. I, Tiantian, can't go out to meet new girls at all."

Yu Wenwen: "Training? Are you an athlete?"

Chiwen: "Sort of. We're playing video games. Uh, the club is now recruiting 20 of us as an alternative. There will be an exam later before we decide who can stay."

Yu Wenwen said, "Well, no wonder you're so good at playing games. So you're a professional. You have to work hard. I believe you'll be able to stay. In the future, tell me which club it is. I'll go online to watch you play games and cheer for you."

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