She couldn't quite figure out what she was supposed to do.

For it was as if there were two voices in the mind, making a persistent argument like a tug-of-war.

One said that he couldn't give up Sungbi and couldn't give Song Frost such a guarantee that Song Frost wasn't worth it.

While the other one says that Song Frost took care of you for so many years and carried so much pressure to marry you into the family, isn't it worth a promise from you? If you don't promise, who else are you going to go to? Sungbi is dead, and even if he is alive, after these eight years, he should have let go.

It's been eight years.

The one who stays by her side day and night is Song Frost.

Narubi has been dead for so long.

Besides, she was pregnant with Narubi's child back then.

The Cheng family had no intention of recognizing the child, hence her dilemma.

And Song Frost married her at that time.

Nothing more than a snow job.

Wasn't such a favor enough to make her love him?

If you can fall in love with him, why can't you guarantee that you will always live with him in the future?

Those two voices argued.

At the end of the day, it was the voice that supported Song Frost that prevailed.

It made her heart, gradually, guilty.

Song Frost listened to her words, how could he not understand what she meant?

Only, he somewhat doubted his ears.

"Have you thought about it?"

"... hmmm."

"I'm not forcing you."

"No."

She answered in a low voice.

But Song Frost still didn't move.

Gu Baisheng was also apprehensive in her heart, and couldn't help but raise her hand and gently place it on his arm, "Song ..."

The words are not even finished.

The next second, the man with his back to her suddenly rolled over and enveloped her body.

She could clearly feel the man looming over her.

Even though the weight of his body wasn't pressing down on him.

Yet, eyes adjusted to the darkness were still able to make out the man's face as he looked down on her from above.

"Song Frost."

She called his name softly.

Song Frost, however, gazed at her for a moment before placing a kiss, which landed on her neck, "I know."

He understands.

With such an attitude, Gu Baisheng had already promised him.

Promising to stay by his side even if Narubi lives.

Get his assurances that way.

He did feel a lot more comfortable in his mind.

Yet, it feels ridiculous.

Since when did my strong and proud self start to feel insecure and insecure?

Wasn't a female - person something that could be found at random for him?

The district is a Gu Baisheng.

If you like him, you like him. If you don't, why force yourself?

What kind of woman does he, Song Frost, want that he doesn't have?

Why do you have to hang on to one tree?

But, it's hateful.

The bias is staked on all the things that have been done in the last eight years.

He is a man who is insecure and intent on hanging on to one tree.

In his whole life, he had only liked one woman- man.

That would be Gu Baisheng.

It doesn't matter what she's become, how many identities she's changed.

She just loves her.

Just want her!

The night is deep.

Gu Baisheng, in the lingering, loving darkness, with the warmth Song Shuang gave her, gradually raised her hand and climbed onto his sturdy, strong back.

His voice, gentle and husky, called out her name, "Sheng Sheng ..."

"I am."

"Always will be, won't it?"

"Uh-huh."

"It's not going to suddenly disappear into the world like last time, is it?"

The corner of Gu Baisheng's lips curved, and his fingers slid from his back, to his hair.

Slender, supple fingertips, gently inserted in his crisp hair, gently reassured, "No."

"You know, I can't take it a second time."

He held her, that heart in his chest, beating hotly.

No one will ever know.

When the news of Gu Baisheng's death reached his ears.

How terrified and desperate he was in his heart.

He had never believed that he would ever have to feel anything like despair until then.

Until Gu Baisheng died.

He was a doctor, a doctor who had seen grief and death.

Dead people were nothing to him that scared him at all.

However, Gu Baisheng's death was the deepest fear in his life.

Maximum despair!

Song Frost's lips were at her ear, murmuring softly, "Know how I felt when the news of your death reached me?"

Gu Baisheng tenderly stroked his hair.

Suddenly, Song Frost at this time felt like a child who was afraid of despair.

"You should be sad that I've been with you this long."

She curved her lips, "It's all because I didn't listen to you before and had to go to Cold City."

Because she went to the cold city, she died there.

"You didn't leave me words."

Song Frost opened his mouth.

Gu Baisheng was stunned, not quite understanding what he meant by that.

"What's the word?"

"You have an old cell phone in your hand."

"There was that cell phone."

Gu Baisheng still remembers that old cell phone, but the memory isn't too clear,"It seems to be a birthday gift I received one year, it was given to me by my mom, right ..."

Gu Baisheng said in retrospect.

Song Frost's eyes darkened.

And no correction.

That cell phone was not given to Gu Baisheng by Hu Hui, who is a mom.

Instead, it becomes a wall.

It was a birthday gift from Narubi at the birthday party that led to her pregnancy.

"What happened to that cell phone?"

Gu Baisheng couldn't quite remember the exact details of the accident that led to her death.

She remembered that she had looked at that cell phone before she died.

But, don't really remember what it was looking at that phone for.

"There are your last words on the phone."

"Last words?"

Gu Baisheng didn't remember editing his last words at all.

And now that she was alive and well, she couldn't help but smile at the thought, and asked softly, "What did my last words say?"

"Wrote words to my mother-in-law."

"Well," Gu Baisheng wasn't surprised, "I've been dependent on my mom for so many years, my mom has suffered by raising me, and the thought of letting someone like my mom go white, I'm sure I'll leave a message for my mom."

She had always known how much Hu Hui had suffered raising her.

So, even if he dies, he will definitely leave a last message for Hu Hui.

There was nothing surprising about that one, and the last words were, without much questioning, all about telling mom to make sure she was healthy and not to be sad or something like that.

"Did mom see it?"

"See."

Song Frost replied.

Gu Baisheng thought about the fact that there was actually a little bit of aggression in what he had just said.

Just smiled and asked again, "Who else did I write my last words to?"

"Quo Vadis."

"Wrote you what?"

Gu Baisheng asked.

Song Frost wrinkled his nose a little when he heard that she was still able to ask with a smile, "You didn't write me a single word."

Gu Baisheng's eyes rolled for a moment as he joked, "Did he break before he finished writing?"

Song Frost's brows wrinkled even more, "Don't break off and talk endlessly."

For the matter of Gu Baisheng's death, he didn't want her to hang around and say it.

Feeling very jealous.

Gu Baisheng's death was the last thing she wanted to mention over and over again in her life.

Now that she was alive, he wanted even less for him to bring up such things.

"Then I won't talk about it."

The corners of Gu Baisheng's mouth smiled faintly again.

Turning her head to look at the sky outside the window, she had whispered in Song Frost's ear, "Go to sleep then."

"You'll give me a heads up on whatever happens from now on, right?"

"Hmm?" Gu Baisheng didn't understand what he was referring to again.

Song Frost saw that she still looked uncertain before saying, "Like going to Cold City."

When Gu Baisheng heard this, he couldn't help but smile, and helplessly but gently answered, "Good."

In the future, no matter what she did, she would discuss it with Song Shuang.

God can give her a do-over once, he won't give her a second do-over.

She hoped, for once, to have a good time with Song Frost.

Be a good couple.

It's just that she doesn't have anything to hide from him anymore.

And yet he always seemed like he was keeping something from her.

"Are things tricky in the North Side?"

Gu Baisheng asked him.

Song Frost was faint,"You don't need to care about those things, you just need to take care of your body."

"Oh." She was a little upset.

Song Frost felt it out very keenly.

However, there was no comforting her to coax her.

As if remembering something, silence fell.

Gu Baisheng thought he would remain silent like this until he fell asleep.

But I didn't want to, but I still miscalculated.

Song Frost interlocked her fingers.

Still no peace and quiet for the night.

The night is hazy.

The muslin curtains were gently blown.

-figures on the bed-vaguely entwined.

...

"Young Master Song Frost still can't afford not to see Young Lady once in the end."

Meigu knew that people's young couple had a small farewell, and that some intimacy was bound to follow.

She, the Lin family's servant, had gone out early from the house where Gu Baisheng lived.

Old Mrs. Lin sleeps lightly at night.

The slightest movement wakes you up.

He got up in the middle of the night and made a trip to the living room, just to find Auntie May about to go back to her room.

Mei Gu was previously a servant who took care of him, and because Gu Baisheng suddenly came over, this turned into taking care of Gu Baisheng.

Moved to where Gu Baisheng lives though.

However, inside the house where Old Mrs. Lin lived, there was also Auntie Mei's room.

After all, Gu Baisheng wouldn't be staying in the Lin family for too long.

At most, I'll stay until I give birth to the baby and then go back to the North Side.

When the time came, once Gu Baisheng left, Mei Gu would still have to take care of Old Mrs. Lin.

It was also still necessary to move back to the place where Mrs. Lin was now living.

"The boy, who was so twisted last night, spared a circle for nothing."

Old Mrs. Lin was naturally happy to hear that her grandson had returned in the middle of the night to look for her grandson's daughter-in-law.

It's been a long time since I've seen my grandson like this.

Running back in the middle of the night to find someone.

How many years ago was this done?

"I thought that since that young lady died, young master Song Shuang would never do such things again."

Megu laughed back.

Old Mrs. Lin was more curious about this grandson's daughter-in-law and liked it even more, "Frost's relationship with her last daughter-in-law was good, it was a relationship from when she was studying, and this one, who has only known her for a few months, can have such a relationship, and is considered to be a true favorite."

"That's not true, I saw the young lady run down the stairs and instantly jumped into young master Song Frost's arms, and I don't know how long young master Song Frost had been waiting outside before."

Mei Gu told Old Mrs. Lin what she had seen.

Old Mrs. Lin sat on the -bed-, took a sip of hot water, and smiled slightly, "I also don't know what this new granddaughter-in-law of mine is capable of, that she has made Frosty so fond of him."

Old Mrs. Lin didn't know the reason.

Very curious.