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Chapter 115 The Purpose of Bai Xueli

When Shangguan Mo got to the hospital, he saw Murong Xue sitting in a chair outside the emergency room. Her head bowed slightly. He couldn't see her face. She didn't even notice when he walked up to her as if she had been absorbed in her own thoughts, making it impossible for him to know what was on her mind.

"Xue, what happened?" Shangguan Mo wheezed as he ran all the way here.

Murong Xue raised her head. Seeing her pale face, Shangguan Mo felt a twist of pain.

"Xueli cut her wrist." She said in a weak voice. She had already dealt with the cut and confirmed that there would be no danger.

"What? Why?" Shangguan Mo was surprised. Murong Xue didn't make it clear on the phone. He thought Bai Xueli was sick or something.

Murong Xue sighed and said, "Xueli asked me out tonight and asked me to leave you." Speaking of this, Murong Xue looked at him.

"No!" Shangguan Mo said nervously, "What did you say?"

"Of course, I refused, but she said she couldn't live without you, so it ended up like this."

Shangguan Mo flopped on the chair, dejected. A pang of unbearable guilt took over him. "Why didn't you stop her?"

"I tried! Are you blaming me?" She was a bit hurt. They were both sensitive at the moment and prone to speculation and doubt.

Murong Xue hadn't recovered from the shock brought by Bai Xueli. How could she die for such a reason? They both cut their wrists, but she did it out of despair while Bai Xueli was for love. Bai Xueli's questioning words tonight still echoed in her mind. Her love seemed to be much heavier.

She was shocked to the core and began to doubt her feelings for the first time.

"How can I blame you? I'm the one who should be blamed." Shangguan Mo never felt as weak as these days. No matter what he did, he couldn't find the right direction.

They both fell silent until the door of the operating room opened. A doctor came out and asked, "Who is Bai Xueli's family?"

Shangguan Mo stepped forward. "Me. How is she?"

The doctor said softly, "Fortunately, she was treated before getting here. I don't know who handled it so well. The wound was not deep, and the bleeding was stopped in time, so she's all right now, and she will wake up later."

"Thank you, doctor!" Shangguan Mo finally breathed a sigh of relief. In fact, he knew it wouldn't be serious because Murong Xue was here, but he was more relieved after hearing the doctor's words.

They entered the room and watched Bai Xueli who had not yet woken up. Murong Xue found it hard to breathe in the silence. Shangguan Mo sat by her side. She didn't know what was on his mind. Maybe he was thinking nothing at all.

Murong Xue looked at his exhausted face. She felt slightly distressed and helpless for not being able to help him. Bai Xueli overreacted tonight, and Murong Xue was afraid Bai Xueli wouldn’t let go easily. The thought of leaving Shangguan Mo was like torture. Maybe she was not as considerate as Bai Xueli, but her love for Shangguan Mo was no less than hers.

For her, Shangguan Mo was the only rainbow in her romantic world. If she lost him, the world would still exist, but it would turn gray. Maybe it would take a long time for her to work up her courage to fill in her world with iridescent color again, as the pain of losing the colorful world would render people's life wretched and pitiful.

After a while, Bai Xueli's eyelids trembled a bit. She then slowly opened her eyes. Shangguan Mo rushed up to her and said, "Xueli, how are you feeling now? "

Murong Xue also stepped forward, but Bai Xueli stared at her in horror. She kept flinching as if she had seen scary ghosts and pointed her finger at Murong Xue. "She is the devil... Don't come close. Let me go… Please..."

Shangguan Mo was shocked and then stopped her from waving hands. She still had needles inserted in her hands, so violent movement would easily hurt herself. "Xueli, what's wrong?"

Murong Xue was completely out of clue. She didn't understand why Bai Xueli looked at her like that. She didn't do anything.

Bai Xueli shivered and threw herself into Shangguan Mo's arms. "Mo, drive her away. She is evil. She is the devil."

Shangguan Mo patted her, frowning. It was obvious that Bai Xueli was terribly frightened. He looked at Murong Xue in doubt and asked with his eyes what was going on.

Murong Xue was even more puzzled. God knew what was going on. She shook her head.

"Mo, hurry up and drive her away! Hurry up! Ah!" Bai Xueli began to struggle.

Shangguan Mo said in a helpless and low voice, "Xueli, what's wrong with you? She is Xue."

Bai Xueli panicked and held Shangguan Mo's sleeves tight. Her eyes were frightened, and she kept shaking. "Mo, she is the devil, and she is going to kill me! Mo, drive her away quickly. I'm afraid..." She looked pale and seemed extremely scared.

Shangguan Mo couldn’t help looking at Murong Xue in doubt because Bai Xueli’s reaction was way too strange. "Xue, what happened tonight?"

His skeptical eyes made her heart sink, and she looked at him in disbelief. "You’re suspecting me?"

"No." Bai Xueli looked like she was about to collapse. "Xue, you’d better leave." At least, they should get Bai Xueli to calm down.

Biting her lip, Murong Xue held back the tears in her eyes and ran out of the room. He doubted her. How could he not believe her?

It was true that Bai Xueli mattered more in his heart, otherwise, how could he believe what Bai Xueli just said? She knew why she was always so scared. Even if Shangguan Mo said he loved her, and even if he told her again and again that he couldn’t live without her, she still felt insecure.

She found that every time when it came to Bai Xueli, there would always be conflicts between the two of them. What did it mean? She didn't even want to dwell on the answer. She tried hard to calm herself down yesterday but now her mood was ruined again.

Shangguan Mo was about to chase after her when Murong Xue ran out, but Bai Xueli held on to his hand, and he couldn’t leave her there.

Bai Xueli finally calmed down after a long time, and she went back to the hospital bed. "Mo..."

Shangguan Mo rubbed his forehead. To be honest, he didn't believe Murong Xue would do Bai Xueli any harm, but her reaction was too strange. Unless she experienced something horrible, or he couldn't figure out why she behaved like this. Bai Xueli had been a gentle girl ever since she was a child, and she didn’t even have the heart to step on ants.

He asked in a low voice, "What happened to you tonight?"

Bai Xueli instantly turned pale again, and her lips shivered. "I asked Xue out tonight…" She would tell the part of the story that was to her advantage.

"And then?" Shangguan Mo followed.

"I talked a lot with her. Our childhood and..." She fell silent here and found it hard to continue.

"And?"

"And I begged her to leave you."

Shangguan Mo suddenly stood up, "Xueli, I thought I had made it clear."

Bai Xueli burst out crying. "I know you love her, but do you know what kind of woman Murong Xue is? I told her that she still had other men besides you, so why rob me of my love? I only have you. And Murong Xue didn't even talk back, which meant that you were not important in her heart."

"Nonsense. I don't believe it." Shangguan Mo turned pale, and he didn't want to picture how Murong Xue held hands with Chu Yisen from Bai Xueli's words.

"Mo, you're such a fool. She is not worth your love. Mo, do you know how scared I was? I was so angry that I swore at her. I just wanted to give her a lesson, but I didn't expect her..." Bai Xueli clasped the quilt in horror, her face sickly pale.

"What did she do?" What did Murong Xue do that made her so frightened?

"Mo, I was so scared. I came so close to not seeing you again." She suddenly hugged Shangguan Mo tightly.

Shangguan Mo patted her on the back. "Don't worry. What happened?"

"Mo, she's going to kill me. I saw her face darken and she broke the glass decoration on the table. I stepped back in horror. I wanted to run but was caught by her. She cut my hand hard, and blood came out. I gradually passed out. At that time, how I wished to see you again. Fortunately, I was blessed and came around."

"Impossible. If Xue wanted to kill you, why did she save you?"

Bai Xueli cried. "I don't know. But many people saw the two of us come in together. Maybe she was afraid that people would find out."

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