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Chapter 122 Why Can't He Say It?

"I'll eat... Don't tell my mom." Murong Xue grabbed Chu Yisen's hand, begging. She didn't want her mother to see her like this.

Chu Yisen held her shoulder, "Xue, look at me!"

Murong Xue raised her head and looked at Chu Yisen, only to find that his handsome face now looked slightly haggard. And there was a black beard on his chin. She was stunned. She had been indulging in her own sadness these two days, but she didn't pay attention to Chu Yisen at all.

"Xue, life is still very long, and love is not the only thing in life. Besides, you aren't sure, right? Why don't you go to ask him? No matter what it turns out to be, I will be by your side. Look at yourself in the mirror. Is this still Murong Xue?" Chu Yisen carried her to the mirror.

Murong Xue looked at the woman in the mirror. In the mirror, her hair was messy. She was wearing pajamas. Her face was pale, and her eyes were vacant. It seemed that she overlapped with herself in the previous life.

After a long time, she came back to her senses and met Chu Yisen's worried eyes in the mirror. She was stunned again. What was she doing? What could she get from such a degeneration? She ended up making people who worried about her even more worried. How could she look so pale in the mirror? When she was reborn, she had already planned not to repeat the tragedy of her previous life.

"Yisen, thank you. I understand!" Murong Xue showed a smile to Chu Yisen. Although she was still pale, she finally lifted her spirits a little.

Chu Yisen breathed a sigh of relief, also showed a smile, and then stroked her head. "Let's go and have breakfast..."

"Okay..."

Chu Yisen was pleased to see that Murong Xue actually ate two bowls of porridge, and then she wanted to eat more, but he didn't allow it. She didn't eat anything for two days, and her stomach couldn't afford to take in too much at once. It would be fine as long as she got some strength. He watched her acting like a lifeless doll these two days and refusing to come out of her shell. She even didn’t allow others to get close to her. He was extremely worried, and he was not even in the mood for work.

Shangguan Mo also came to find him several times, but he simply ignored him. How could he tell him the condition of Murong Xue so easily? Besides, Murong Xue was not in a good state. How could she deal with him like that? But it seemed that Shangguan Mo also liked her so much. In this case, why should he treat Murong Xue like this? It truly baffled Chu Yisen.

After breakfast, Murong Xue entered the room to freshen herself up and put on a simple dress, which was given to her by Chu Yisen. She came here without bringing anything. After thinking about it, Murong Xue was slightly embarrassed. Even her underwear was bought by Chu Yisen. She couldn't imagine how he bought it. It was all her fault. She was so willful that she caused so much trouble to others, but it also made her deeply feel the care of Chu Yisen. How fortunate she was to have a friend like Chu Yisen!

She put a little lip gloss on her pale lips, and finally, she didn't look so pale. She took out her phone and turned it on before countless messages popped up in an instant.

"Xue, where are you?"

"Xue, why did you turn off your phone?"

"Xue, come out quickly. I am worried about you. Text me back when you see this."

...

He might still care about her. If he didn't care, why did he send countless messages to her in succession?

She dialed the phone number that she was familiar with, and the phone was picked up within a second. "Hello, Xue, where are you?" His tone sounded extremely anxious.

"Let's talk in my villa an hour later. I have something to ask you..." Murong Xue endured the pain in her heart and said. What should come would come. She couldn't force herself to have things that didn't belong to her.

"Okay." Shangguan Mo had a very bad feeling in his heart. In fact, he already felt that something was off when Xue hung up the phone after he told her that he was in the company. He wondered if Murong Xue had found out the truth.

Since that day, he didn't sleep for two days while Murong Xue didn't return to the villa. Although he had asked people to check and knew that she was in Chu Yisen's home, he also couldn't go there to get her back. Even if the Chu Family couldn't compare with the Shangguan Family now, it couldn't be underestimated. The most important thing was that Murong Xue went there on her own.

He rubbed his painful forehead, picked up the car keys, and told people that he was going out. Then he drove directly to Murong Xue's villa. After sorting himself out a little, he pressed the doorbell. At this time, Murong Xue was already waiting in the villa. The doorbell startled her as she was meditating. Her heart started racing, and her palm was sweating due to being nervous.

She went over and opened the door. After a while, Shangguan Mo came over. They gazed at each other for a long time.

They hadn't seen each other for a few days. Murong Xue felt that he got thinner, and there were dark rings around his eyes. She couldn't help but feel sorry for him. "Come in first!"

The two sat opposite each other on the sofa.

"You..."

"You..."

"You go first!"

"You go first!"

At this moment, they both felt flustered and uneasy. After a moment of silence, Murong Xue said, "Mo, why did you lie to me?" Staring at Shangguan Mo, she didn't want to miss his expression in the slightest.

Shangguan Mo was astounded and showed a trace of panic on his face. "Xue, listen to me. I can explain. I didn't mean it, and I don't know why things became like this... Don't leave me, okay?" He came forward and hugged Murong Xue tightly.

"You didn't mean it? I saw you outside the restaurant for couples that day, and she kissed you..." Murong Xue questioned him.

Shangguan Mo froze and then said with surprise, "It turns out that you're talking about this thing."

Murong Xue froze. "What else do you think it is?" Then she saw the joy on his face, and her expression changed. "Mo, are you with Bai Xueli? Do you want to two-time me?" Her heart hurt so much when she thought of this possibility. Thinking that he might also do the intimate things to Bai Xueli as he did to her, Murong Xue couldn't help but burst into tears.

"Don't cry, Xue. How could you have this thought? Being with you is enough for me." He gently kissed away the tears on her face, which tasted a bit bitter.

"You lied to me. You were obviously with Bai Xueli, but you told me that you were working..." Murong Xue kept struggling to break away from his arms because she felt uncomfortable. This embrace that made her infatuated was also shared with another woman.

"Xue, I have my difficulties. Can you trust me? You're the only one I love." Despite her struggle, he held her tightly. He only wanted her. What should he do without her?

"Loving me means that you can hug another woman? How can you do this to me? Let go of me."

"I won't let go in this life."

Having said so much, he still didn't explain why he was with Bai Xueli that day. Murong Xue was a bit disappointed. She was not stupid. If they were simply having a meal as brother and sister, how could they be so intimate? If it was only a normal meal, why should he lie to her?

"Well. Then I'll ask you not to be with Bai Xueli alone. Will you do it?" Murong Xue stopped struggling and asked.

Shangguan Mo avoided her eyes and lowered his head slightly without saying anything for a long time.

Murong Xue's tears flowed down again. "You don't want to do that? You can leave now. We're over." When she said that, her heart felt as if it had been torn apart.

"Over? Why do you always want to leave me? Do I mean nothing to you in your heart?"

"You betrayed me first. How can you hug another woman and ask me to trust you? I saw it with my own eyes. How am I supposed to trust you? Tell me!" Murong Xue asked loudly.

"I said I have difficulties, and you are the only one I love..." Shangguan Mo said decadently. He knew his reason was insufficient, but he couldn't tell her the real reason. He would definitely lose her immediately the moment he told the truth.

Murong Xue silently shed tears. She thought that even if he lied last time, he would at least explain when she asked. But this time, he didn't even have an explanation. She couldn't believe him. Once the seeds of doubt were planted, they couldn't get along with each other as before. At least, she couldn't do it.

"Don't leave me, Xue..."

"I just hate her, and I hate you guys being together. I can't accept it. You can leave now. We probably shouldn't have been together in the first place..."

"Give me a little more time. I'll take care of it, okay? Please don't say something so cruel." Shangguan Mo wrapped her in his arms tightly.

"Have you considered my feelings? Last time you said you had taken care of it, but you actually... My heart isn't made of iron. It will hurt. I can't control it. You should go. Our problems will never be solved. As long as Bai Xueli is here for one day, we will never be able to be together..." It could be seen from his attitude that he couldn't give up Bai Xueli at all. Under these circumstances, they would only suffer more and more, so it was better for her to let go now.

Did she want to leave him so much? Then what was the point of everything he tried so hard to hide before? She didn't care about him at all. No matter how hard he tried, he couldn't change it. Shangguan Mo began to have a little resentment in his heart. He loved her so much. How could she give up so easily?

Shangguan Mo's eyes were a little bloodshot, and his head hurt because he hadn't slept for two days. The coldness on his face seemed a little scary. Murong Xue was startled and took a step back slightly. This step made Shangguan Mo lose his mind instantly and he pulled her over, "Don't you dare think about leaving me. Come with me!" He directly tried to drag Murong Xue out of the house.

Murong Xue remembered his rage last time, so she panicked. There was a flash of fear in her eyes. "What are you doing? Let me go." She struggled desperately.

Shangguan Mo pressed her moving hands, shoved her into the car, buckled her seat belt, and got into the car himself. Murong Xue unbuckled her seat belt and was about to get out, but was held down by Shangguan Mo who had already got into the car. After fastening her seat belt again, he also took a belt to tie Murong Xue's hands, and then drove away with a gloomy look.

Murong Xue widened her eyes. She couldn't believe that he would do this to her. "Shangguan Mo, are you crazy? You tied me up." At this moment, instead of being heartbroken, she was furious. What did he take her for? Was she a pet? She felt deeply humiliated.

In her previous life, Fang Shihua also darkened his face like this, tied her up in the basement, and handed her over to Xiao Keli to torture her seriously. Did he want to give her to Bai Xueli this time? What a ridiculous ending for her! Murong Xue began to laugh. She was laughing so hard that even tears came out, but she was still laughing.

Shangguan Mo glanced sideways at her. "Are you crazy? What are you laughing at?" Was she laughing at him? Maybe he already loved her so humbly that she wanted to laugh at him.

"I laughed at myself for being blind, and I was wrong about you..."

"What? What do you mean?" Shangguan Mo tried to endure the anger surging in his heart.

"Literally... " After that, Murong Xue didn't want to look at him again and closed her eyes slightly.

"D*mn it. Tell me clearly." Did she regret it? Did she regret loving him?

Murong Xue kept her mouth shut and said nothing. Now it was meaningless to say anything.

Shangguan Mo sped all the way to his own villa and then carried Murong Xue out of the car to a room before untying the belt on her hand. From beginning to end, Murong Xue didn't say a word or even cast a glance at him.

Shangguan Mo gazed at her for a long time before saying, "You shouldn't say you want to leave me. Just stay here and have a good rest." Then he went out. A moment later, he turned back and let a female servant come in to clean up the room.

"Take out all the glass and sharp tools." Shangguan Mo ordered. He recollected that Murong Xue cut her wrist last time. He was afraid that she would do it like the last time.

Murong Xue was looking at everything coldly, feeling extremely depressed. Shangguan Mo was going to lock her up. It was like the last time. It was obvious that he was wrong in the first place, but he didn't give her any explanation and even locked her in this room like a pet. He didn't treat her like a lover at all. Maybe he simply wanted to conquer because suddenly someone didn't obey him, not because he loved her in the slightest.

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