Not long ago, it was in this study that Su Mo first met Xiao Zhendong.

This person, apart from being Xiao Nan Night's grandfather, was also a respected senior of the revolution/life.

At that time, the shock in Su Mo's heart could be imagined.

At first, she was a little afraid, but after spending time together, she realized that her grandfather, who looked fierce, was actually a very nice person.

Every time she saw Grandpa Xiao, it reminded her of her own grandfather, who held her in his heart at that time and liked to take her with him wherever he went.

Su Mo stood in the doorway for a while, thinking of all the tolerance and defense that her grandfather had shown her when she was in the Xiao family, and her heart followed with a hidden pain.

On the mahogany coffee table in the study, there was still the same tea set from before, and the tea inside was already cold.

Su Mo clenched her fists and walked over, both knees seemed to have broken the skin, the injuries were sticking to her pants, tugging at the flesh with every step.

It was so hot that it froze in a cold sweat from the pain.

Su Mo endured the pain and sat down, making tea with all seriousness.

After the tea was brewed, Su Mo poured a cup and served it over to Xiao Zhendong, standing respectfully behind him, "Grandpa please drink tea!"

Seemingly for the sake of this cup of tea, Xiao Zhendong finally turned around and looked at her with a pair of cloudy eyes, "I had thought that you were the most suitable for Ah Night."

Those pale but still stern eyes were impossible to look into.

Su Mo's eyes burned and she choked with her head down, "I know it's useless to say anything now, but Grandpa, as long as you don't let me leave Ah Ye, you can let me do anything."

Xiao Zhendong looked at her and sighed in disappointment, "Xiao Su ah! You still don't understand!"

He took the tea in Su Mo's hand, but did not drink it.

Smoothly placing it on the desk next to her, he said to her, "You go! I'll speak to him personally on Night's side, so don't come to the house from now on."

The sun had already set by the time Su Mo drove out of the Xiao residence.

On the way back, she was in bad shape, and her whole body was a mess.

She had admitted her mistakes, she had even knelt down to her grandfather, but it was still no use, he refused to forgive her, she really didn't know what to do.

Perhaps this matter, but also Xiao Nan night to come forward to explain.

When Su Mo thought of it and wanted to call Xiao Nan Night, she realized that when she came out at noon, she didn't bring her cell phone at all.

Tears washed over his vision, and he raised his hand to wipe them away, but instead, he wiped more and more.

When she left Xiao's house, Su Mo all held back from crying, but now that she was the only one in the car, the tears couldn't be stopped.

The road down the mountain is long, looking at the scenery outside the car fading backward, Su Mo suddenly remembered, in the first month, Xiao Nan night took her to climb the mountain.

At that time, she was still sick and couldn't take the wind, so Xiao Nan night said that he would take her there when she got well.

Now that Grandpa drove her away, and she and Xiao Nan Night had gotten into such a mess, she didn't know if she would have a chance in the future, to see the scenery with him.

The blood on his knees soaked through the fabric of his shirt, tugging at the nerves of pain when he moved, and his feet seemed to make less and less effort.

When I felt that the car was going a bit fast, I tried to go before I braked, but I realized that the brakes were not working.

At that time, that feeling of powerlessness swept in all directions, causing Su Mo's heart and mind to be in turmoil.

Su Mo sat in the car and watched as the car rushed uncontrollably down the hill, suddenly feeling somewhat relieved.

She even managed to think bitterly that this was a curse.

It's just a matter of time!

She was really too tired all these years, and she hadn't had a single day of relaxation and peace since the incident with the Su family.

During those years abroad, every night when she slept, she either dreamed of the scene of her aunt's tragic death or of the poor child.

He stood in front of her covered in blood, looking at her with icy eyes.

The baby, the one she had from a one-night stand.

When she had just learned that she was pregnant, Su Mo had thought about aborting the baby.

But at that time, her aunt had just passed away, and she wondered if it could be because her aunt couldn't bear to part with her, so she was reincarnated in her belly.

Su Mo suddenly realized that this might be the only family she had in her life, so she decided to give birth to this child.

That year was the hardest year Su Mo had ever lived.

Her health was not very good since she was a child, and the shock of what happened to the Su family led to a very bad pregnancy.

When she underwent a maternity checkup, the doctor was concerned about her health condition, which would probably not be able to afford the baby, so he advised her to abort the baby.

Su Mo did not listen to the doctor's advice and insisted on giving birth to the baby.

So she took a break from school and went to a remote location to wait for her baby to be born.

Although the Su family is in decline, Su Mo is a pampered child who can't do anything but make money by helping others paint or playing the piano in a bar.

At that time, she had a lot of nontraditional reactions and had a harder time than any ordinary pregnant woman; pregnancy sickness was a common occurrence, and she couldn't eat at all.

And sleeps badly all night long, and the whole thing is skinny as hell.

At that time she had nothing but this one to hold on to, and she felt that this child was a treasure from God, her only family.

She was living in the village next to the town, where the people were simple and everyone was friendly to her seeing that she lived alone as a woman.

But even then, she still had to make money to support herself.

During the day she has to get up very early and walk two hours to work in town.

When the weather is good, she finds a scenic spot, sets up an easel, and paints for the travelers coming and going, and she charges only one euro for a sketch.

Sometimes when there was no business, she went to the town restaurant to help with the dishes and washing up, and that's when she learned to cook.

In the evening, she had to go to the town bar to play the piano.

That time was the hardest because the bar was bad and noisy, and in the beginning, she could hear those noises even in her sleep.

Living next door to her at the time was a young couple, the man's name was Maurice. The man's name was Maurice Durand and the woman's name was Julie.

Mr. and Mrs. Durand were very nice, seeing Su Mo working so hard alone, they would take the initiative to help her do some things, and sometimes when they helped to make delicious food, they would ask her to come over and eat with them.

In the beginning, Su Mo was still a bit defensive and always refused the other party's good intentions, but over time, she didn't resist so much.

It is said that carrying a child in October is the happiest time in a woman's life, but the time when Su Mo was pregnant was the hardest time for her.

But even under these difficult circumstances, she never gave up on the child.

The doctor's warning, at two hundred days of gestational week, slowly manifested itself.

During that time, Su Mo's health deteriorated so rapidly that she had no way to go out and earn money or even take care of herself anymore.

There were times when Sue Moore fainted in the vegetable patch behind the house, and it was Maurice who found her when he came back and spared her and the baby.

At two hundred and forty days of gestational weeks, the belly was already topping out.

Some symptoms of dizziness and chest tightness began to appear frequently, Su Mo could only lie in bed every day, she even felt that she was going to be unable to live.

That's when she started rambling, and Julie said it was prenatal depression.

It wasn't too bad after all, and fortunately there were the Durand's who cared.

The day the baby was born, it was pouring rain outside.

It had been raining off and on for days, and the quilt hadn't seen the sun for a long time, and was a little damp and uncomfortable to cover.

It is said that mother and child are connected, and the child seemed to sense her uneasiness as well, rolling over in her stomach all night long, causing her to stay awake all night, and Nakanishi felt that something would happen today?

My stomach has been hurting since I got up in the morning, sometimes at long intervals, sometimes in continuous bursts, and I see red when I go to the bathroom.

At that time, Sumo didn't know anything, she had a hard time but didn't dare to ask Julie to come over and help.

In the afternoon, her water broke, and Sumo was terrified; she felt the baby was moving away from her.

Tried to call for help, but the rain was so loud outside that no one could hear her.

It wasn't until the evening when Mr. and Mrs. Durand came to see her with freshly picked fruit and knocked on the door for half a day and no one answered, that they realized something was wrong.

When Maurice crashed through the door, Sue Moore fell to the floor in a state of semi-suspension, with only half a life left for mother and child.

When she was taken to the hospital, Su Mo had been awake for a while.

She refused to go into the labor room and took Julie's hand in death and said, "If I die, please scatter my ashes in the ocean so I can go back to where I came from, and I want to go back."

Julie was a good ten years older than Sumo, and cried like a baby when she saw her explaining the aftermath so calmly.

The pain of giving birth to a child is difficult for onlookers to understand, at that time, Su Mo really thought she was dead, but she was in that situation, not far from death.

After the child was born, Su Mo lay in the hospital for a full week, and during that time, the child was taken care of by the Durand couple for her.

After being discharged from the hospital, Su Mo suddenly realized that this child was not an angel at all, he was a devil sent from heaven, specifically to torment her.

She is still a baby herself and has no experience with children at all, and the baby cries all the time, so does she, and she doesn't know what to do.

All day long, she and the child did not eat or drink.

By the time Maurice and Julie came to see her in the evening, the baby was crying and gasping for air.

Slowly Su Mo realized that there was no way for her to face that child, as soon as she heard the child's cries, it was hard for her, so hard that she wanted to die.

Noticing that she wasn't right, Julie took her to the doctor, who said it was a sign of postpartum depression and that recovery depended on each person's mental capacity.

For a long time afterward, Su Mo was stuck in the doldrums of extreme sadness.

Can't even take care of myself, let alone my kids.

So almost from birth, the child was with Julie, and she even quit her own job so she could take better care of the child.