HELENA'S POV:

I was on the way to his office on taxi. Every single moment, I was imagining his reaction on seeing me, the moment he'll propose me with the ring he has bought for me. How would I react when he goes on his knees and propose me? I was having mixed feeling in my heart. I was excited, I was nervous and happy at the same time. I was so lost in my thoughts that I didn't realize that I had reached in front of his office.

I came back to senses when the driver called me out. After paying the taxi fair, I walked towards the reception of his office. There was a lady of about twenty on the reception. "Excuse me, can I know where can I find Mr. Andrew Gomes?" I asked smiling. "Ahh I'm so sorry. I'm new here. I joined just today so I don't know most of the people here. Please don't complaint about me please."

I remembered my first days on the company looking at her. I used be like her, afraid that I'll loose my job even due to a single mistake. "It's okay, I can understand." I said smiling at her and was about to go but she stopped me. "Do you have the photo of the person you're looking for? I may be able to tell you through the photograph." I liked her idea so I nodded at her and showed Andrew's photo on my phone. "Oh, I saw him leaving just few minutes ago. And if I'm not wrong, I heard him talking on phone with someone where he was telling that he'll be home soon."

"Oh okay, thank you so much." I walked out of the office and took cab for his home. His home is just fifteen minutes away so I reached there soon. As I walked towards the gate, I was surprised to see the door open cause he never leaves the door open. As I reached near the door, I saw a path made with rose petals. I was surprised to see it and my heart started beating irregularly. I was having a lots of thoughts in my mind and most of them were negative thoughts. As much as I tried to think everything positive, negativity hovered over my mind.

Finally after repeating the sentence "EVERYTHING IS ALRIGHT. DON'T THINK TOO MUCH" for fifteen times, I took a deep breath. While my eyes were busy on looking around, I started walking inside. As I reached near the hall, I heard Andrew's voice.

"You came to my life way earlier. But I was a fool not to realize that you're the one for me. I always thought we're just friends but since last few years, I've understood your importance in my life. Every moment that we've spent together is precious to me. Your kiss, your hugs, your cuddles and everything you do to me drives me crazy. I've realized that you're the one for me, that I love you more than anything and that I can't live without you. So my dear love, will you be my life partner?"

I felt my legs shaking, everything around me was shaking. My mind stopped working. All that was moving on my mind was his words. All these years, kiss, hugs, every moment spent together...Years? Years? I couldn't process anything. I couldn't hold it anymore, I fell straight on my knees.

I was standing behind the door of the hall but I felt every words coming out from his mouth passing through the slightly closed door and piercing straight into my heart, breaking my heart into millions of pieces. I was trying to see things around me, but all I could see was a different world. World of darkness, a blurred world due to the tears forming in my eyes which were falling apart though I tried to stop them.

Andrew... Andrew.. How could Andrew do this to me? I.. I loved him and so did he. He told me... He told me that he loves me, he told me that he'll be with me forever. No, I'm over hearing. I'm over thinking. It's nothing like that. I know it's all because I'm thinking negative. I'm hallucinating. How can this happen? Oh god, I'm standing behind the door and I haven't seen anything. Such a fool I am to think all this rubbish.

I stood up holding on the walls. My legs were still trembling, my heart was still irregularly beating. But I repeated on my mind, "I'M WRONG. I'M THINKING TOO MUCH." I wiped my tears out with my trembling fingers. I walked two steps closer, and raised my head.

I wish I would've never raised my head. I wish I would've never come back. I wish... I wish I would've never seen what I saw today. I wish... I wish I'd have died before seeing all this. I wish, I'd have died before seeing my love... my love proposing someone else who's supposed to be my best friend.

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Betrayal that comes from the one who you think your everything is the hardest thing you have to face.

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