HELENA'S POV:

"I asked you something Andrew." I knew the answer coming up next would destroy everything. But I wanted to get destroyed, I deserved all this cause I.. cause I loved someone. Cause I trusted someone.

"You know what I mean." He was still looking away. "No, I don't know what you mean to say. I want to know what's that need that made you cheat on me." I said with determination.

"You want to listen to the reason? Okay then, did you ever think about me? Did you ever think about my needs? What I needed, what I wanted? I'm a human and I've also got some needs that I expect from my partner. But you never cared for me. It was Mel who cared for me, who actually looked over every single needs of me. We never had the kind of relationship as a normal couple. All you cared about was your dad. My dad this my dad that dad dad dad... I was tired of everything. I wanted a partner who would look after my needs instead of running after a fucking sixty years old man."

Nothing came into my mind before I gave a tight slap with all my wit on his face. I can't express how disgusted I'm feeling right now. I pulled his collar with both my hands and made him face me. "It was you who made me believe me that you loved me cause you were the one who told me that you loved me. It was you who said you loved me not because of my body but because of the way I am. You were the one who said that you're okay with my decision. I never forced you to love me or accept my decision. I'd have never chained you with me if you didn't want. I would've... I would've let you go although that would've hurt me. But I'm sure... I'm sure that pain would be less than the pain that I'm having today."

He looked at me in disbelief. Of course be would be shocked, the person who wouldn't get tired of running after him had slapped him today.

"You were the first person that I loved, that I dreamt of being myself with. I used to feel lucky that I got a person like you, who understands me but I was a fool. Hahahahaha.. I was a fool." I started laughing out loud, laughing on my luck, laughing on my foolishness. "You know, all these years I used to think that you're busy, you're focusing upon your career for us. Whenever you declined my call I would explain that you're busy on making our future to my heart that would crave to talk to you. Whenever you used to shout on me, I would stop those tears forming in my eyes consoling my heart that I'm you're only person to share your burden with."

I left out a small laugh remembering how I used to be ready to meet him. "Whenever you'd call me to meet, I'd run like a mad woman half an hour earlier than the time cause I didn't want to miss any minutes of being with you. There wasn't a single day when I didn't call you in these two years that I spent in California, when I didn't miss you. But I didn't know that the man I always loved, the man I always thought was my idol man was doing romance with another woman here."

"You, Mr. Andrew Gomes, you're giving me lectures on needs that a partner should fulfil. Have you ever looked at yourself? Which needs of me have you fulfilled? Tell me, why is your mouth shut now? Only a man without dignity like you would point fingers on others when all you have in you is loops. What did you say? I keep on running behind my dad, a sixty years old.... That same sixty years old man had warned me, warned me for millions of time that you're a bastard but it was me who kept on saying him that you're a gentleman, a perfect man for me. He kept on saying that you don't deserve me but I was a fool not to understand what he meant."

I walked closer to him and pointed a finger looking straight in his eyes. "I am warning you Andrew Gomes, don't you dare... don't you dare to say anything against my dad or insult him. He's my everything and a filthy person like you doesn't deserve to speak anything against my dad do you get that? All these years, I tolerated every single thing that you did to me. But not anymore.You don't own that right, you stand nowhere near my dad's level to lay a finger on him. KEEP THIS THING IN YOUR MIND. CAUSE I WON'T REPEAT IT NEXT TIME."

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