HELENA'S POV:

"I wasted all these years on you and I regret giving all my love and attention to worthless person like you. I wish I'll never have to see this filthy face of yours in my life again." I turned around to walk out of this place where I was feeling suffocated but then my eyes fell on that woman on whom I trusted with all my heart.

I took some steps towards her and looked at her eyes which showed no shame at all. "Relax Heli. It's noting serious between us. It's just that we both got taken away with the flow. You're just over reacting." I can't believe that she still has got strength to speak these words.

"Wow slow claps for you, slow claps." I clapped laughing at her words and my foolishness to think her as my best friend all these years. "I can't believe it. Even after backstabbing me and getting into a relationship with him who you very well know was my boyfriend, you still have that guts to say that I'm over reacting. No, actually it's not your fault. You've always been like this, it was my fault to ignore every shit you do. What can I even expect from a woman like you who didn't even accepted me as a best friend in front of the world? Who didn't think twice before insulting me, humiliating me every time in front of everyone."

"Oh please Heli. I told you earlier that you're risking your relationship. Being too naive isn't going to help your relationship. But you didn't listen to me, did you?" She said indifferently making me laugh out loud.

"Oh... hahahaha... hahahaha... Oh.. uhm... I see. So you'll date anyone's boyfriend to teach the other girl that she's risking her relationship? I guess you've opened a new organization right? Relationship teaching organization for ladies where you'll demonstrate practically what happens when you don't maintain your relationship huh? Hahahaha.... Nice."

"Helena you..."

"You listen to me Melissa. All these years when all our friends ashamed you, said words against you, I was there to say that you're not like that. Whenever you insulted me, I ignored thinking that it's nothing serious and you're my friend. My dad always told me to stay away from you but I always thought that you need me, I can't betray my friend I can't let my friend be alone. But you, you never deserved anything. I regret staying by your side all these years, giving my love and care to you all these years. But not anymore."

I walked away from there towards the door to leave. But before that, I turned around them to look at those faces for the last time so that I'll always remember the faces that betrayed me, so that I'll always remember what I got because I loved someone, because I trusted someone.

"You both were important person of my life but from today onwards, I wish not to see you both. I pray to God that I'll never have to cross path across you both. Congratulations to both of you. I wish you both live a happy life ahead. You both are perfect for each other, you both absolutely deserve each other." Only I know how hard it was to say those words. I was feeling every single cells of my body draining. I felt breathing really difficult. All this time when I was acting strong, I was trying my best to make my heart understand that I'm actually strong but how can I lie to myself?

Before I could loose my control over myself, I walked out of the room and started walking towards the road. I don't know where I was going, all I could see around me were people laughing and walking with their loved ones and here I was, alone. Why did god do all this with me? Why me? Did I do something wrong to someone? Why did I have to go through all this?

I had enough of it, I had no more courage. I just wanted to cry my heart out. I couldn't take it anymore. Those tears that I had hidden behind the mask of a strong woman wanted to fall all over again. I let them out, I let them fall as they wanted.

All those people who were walking on the road where looking at me. Some had pity for me in their eyes where as someone's eyes held criticisms for me. Can't these people let me cry as well? They have someone they love right? They have someone to love but I'm not lucky as them. I just want to throw away all the pain in my heart in peace. Maybe I'll be able to breathe normally again? Maybe I'll be able to mend my heart again?

Despite people's stare and glares, I continued walking aimlessly with those tears flowing without any end. I never expected that I'll ever see this day in my wildest dreams. Is it wrong to love someone? Is it wrong to trust upon someone? Is this what you get when you love and trust someone?

Why God, why me? I was trying to get answer to my questions looking at the sky that had turned dark, filled with clouds and darkness. My eyes were still seeking for answer from the almighty who decides everyone's fate when the raindrops started hitting on the surface, hitting upon my body.

A small drop, another one... the rain started getting heavier. Every single raindrop passing through my body was taking away a bit of pain from me, every bit of me.

I stood under the rain for an hour and cried my heart out but then my dad's face flashed in my mind. Dad... My dad.. I... I should go home. I need to check on him. I need to... I need to act strong. I can't let him know about all this or else... (tears fall from her eyes remembering her dad) or else, he won't be able to tolerate all this. I need to be his strong daughter, I need to be there for him. Now, I need to live my life for my dad.

Yes, dad.. I'm coming home. I want to see you, hug you. I won't cry in front of you though I want to cry my heart out resting my head on your lap and complaint about God's cruelty. I'll just hug you and keep you safe cause now, you're my only pillar and the reason for my existence. Dad, your daughter is coming to you.

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Here Helena is going home for her dad but where is he? Where must have her dad gone? Tell me your guesses in the comments❤

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