HELENA'S POV:

The layer of cold air brushing through my nose tip made me open my eyes to realize it's morning already. While twisting around the bed in order to wake up, my eyes fell upon the other end of bed which was empty and everything that happened yesterday flashed in my mind making my cheeks turn hot and red while my fingers touched my lips subconsciously. I had never expected anything like that to happen but I shall... never forget what happened yesterday. That was so sudden and I could do nothing, I couldn't even process what was going on in the beginning.

Later when I did, I didn't know how should I react. I was shocked, I was panicked but at the same time.... I didn't want to push him back as well. It was strange, I had hundreds of imaginations revolving around my mind where I was reacting differently. Sometimes my mind thought of pulling away, sometimes my mind thought of letting him do whatever he wants, sometimes... my mind even imagined kissing him back giving up to him but all these were just imaginations. And his hand rubbing my back wasn't gelling me either, the sensations I was feeling is something that I can't ever explain in words.

His hand moved over my stomach making me shiver and shocked, my mouth opening up in reflex and his tongue started dancing inside my mouth sending waves of sensation to my heart. I was breathless, I was feeling hard to breath but he wasn't letting me go. My suffocation led to tighten my grip on his shoulder and I felt him moving away. As soon as he left, I started filling my lungs with as much as oxygen it needed, trying to catch my breath when he said, "I... I am sorry." And left out even without looking at me once.

My eyes didn't have any sleep and all I was thinking was about him. Why didn't he even looked at me for once? Does he regret it? Is he okay? All my mind was covered with his thoughts. He didn't come back to room after that, at least not until I was awake. I didn't even realize when I drifted to sleep and now that I didn't see him when I woke up as well, I felt my heart heavy. I moved my hand over his side of bed to find it out as cold as ice, which means he wasn't here all the night.

Sighing at the condition we were stuck in, I moved out to washroom to get ready for the office. While the warm water was passing through my body, hundreds of thoughts were passing on my mind. How am I supposed to face him again? Should I behave like nothing ever happened? How will he react? Where is he? Where did he go all night? Should I talk with him about it? But what should I say to him?

Fighting with so many questions in my mind, I walked out to the room once I was done to find no one there as well. He didn't even came to get ready, is he not going to office today? I don't know why but I was feeling as if I'm missing something when I couldn't see him. With the expectation of seeing him on breakfast with every one, I hurriedly walked downstairs but I was disappointed again. He wasn't there as well and I was afraid if anyone would ask about him to me. What would I say?

"Where's Aiden?" With G asking this question, my heart started racing but mom answered before I could think of giving any reason. "Ah mom, he's leaving for London today. So he had some urgent works to do in office so he left early in the morning when no one was up."

"London? But he was supposed to go after a week right?" That was the same question going on my mind to which G gave words. "Yeah but he had some preparations to make so he left early."

A string of pain aroused in my heart when I heard what mom said. He left, he left without even telling me once. Without even saying goodbye. I had my breakfast as fast as I could and started driving on my car towards office. Mom said he'll go to office before going to London and I want to see him, at least for once so that my heart could be at ease. At least to wish him all the best for the trip and to see him smile like he always does to know that everything is okay; okay with him, okay between us.

I didn't wait for a single more minute before striding towards his cabin once I got off the elevator. Though I knocked for three times, I got no response and I had no more patience to wait. I pushed the door to find his cabin empty, he wasn't there and neither his laptop on his desk and a fear crept in my heart. Did he... did he leave already? I shook my head to brush all the thoughts away cause I didn't want to even think about it. While I walked out of the cabin thinking where could he go except for his cabin, I bumped into Diana.

"Hey Heli, are you okay? Where are you lost?" I composed myself and smiled at her as if I had nothing going on in my mind. "Ah, nothing. I just came to..." I turned around his cabin trying to think about a reason to give to her for which I came to his cabin.

"It's been just an hour since he left and you're already missing him huh." Diana gave a teasing smile and walked out shaking her head but I was frozen. He left an hour ago, and didn't even bid goodbye with me. I checked my phone to see if he's left any message for me but there was none. He left, leaving a chaos for me to deal in my heart behind.

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