"Yes Miss Williams....well what i am about to tell....or ask might be a little personal to you but i am just really curious and can't help it"

To be honest i was really worried at the teacher's choice

of words

"Umm sir is...everything alright?" i asked

"Oh yes Miss Williams nothing to worry it's just...."

i raised my eyebrows as the teacher paused but soon continued

"Are you by any chance THE GIRL UNDERCOVER?"

My jaw dropped!

How does he know that i am THE GIRL UNDERCOVER?

since my reaction was obvious his jaw dropped

"OH MY.....i can't believe i am seeing the famous internet author with my own eyes.

Your Books are so freaking hot oh sorry how can i use such words as a teacher?.ughhh ...."

He started baffling weird stuff but I kept quiet.

Honestly it felt weird seeing someone fan boying over me epically when that someone is your 40 year old teacher

"Can i have your autograph please?"

"Yeah sure" i managed to say that through an awkward smile

he quickly handed me a pen and took his jacket off to which i frowned

"Sorry can you please sign my T Shirt?"

Now what the hell was i supposed to say to that?

"Ummm can i....huhhh never mind sure"

i awkwardly signed his T Shirt as he tickled.

"Sir...can you tell me how did you find out?"

i needed to know this.

i started writing online when i was in middle school.

At first it was just freelancing but then one of my teachers encouraged me to be an author

so i tried online novel writing. didn't had luck at first but after few tries my novels took off the ground.

"i actually well accidentally saw you updating one of your novels in library.

i thought i was mistaken so i asked you"

Okay the library is off the list of updating places

"Sir can you please..."

"I swear to the wings of honesty i won't let your secret out"

i burst out laughing at his swear.

"Hey...i am a loyal and die heart fan of your werewolf series ."

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well my feelings about the talk with teacher are quiet mixed.

i didn't like the fact that he found my identity.

but it's was good seeing someone telling me he loved my work but it felt weird too

my heart beat is a little to fast and it's kind of getting hard to breath.

i couldn't concentrate on my classes at all. Finally the last bell rang and i walked out in daze up to my locker.

"Where are you so lost?"

Alexander snapped his in front of my face

i just stared at his face with mixed feelings.

"what?"

"Nothing. i need to go"

i didn't bother wait for his reply and walked away.

what if others found out about my identity?

would my private life be exposed?

would i able to live normally?

why am i feeling suffocated?

just as i walked out i took deep breaths but my breathing was still very uneven.

what the hell is wrong with me?

am i having a panic attack?

but i didn't had it since 12th grade. why all of the sudden?

My head spinning crazily. suddenly a pair of strong arms wrapped around me.

my first reaction was to push away but i was drained out of energy.

"Shhhhh it's alright. no need to put pressure on yourself.

it going to be alright"

those were the last words i heard before i blacked out.

the choice of vocabulary in those sentences were far from being good but why? why were those words extremely.....calming?