"Nah! i disagree"

Jude frowned at Lorah's words.

"you think he is after me?"

"Yup!" Lorah said putting pressure on p

Jude couldn't understand why Lorah thought her son was after her.

Literally whenever she observes him all she sees is the carbon copy of Derek.

"Mama!"

Just as Derek called Jude turned all her attention to him.

"Sing me a song"

"Can you sing?" Lorah asked curious.

They had grown extremely close but Jude still wasn't able to share this little secret of hers with Lorah.

It wasn't like she didn't want to it's just she was afraid.

When Jude was young and in primary school her teacher asked her to sing a poem which at that time she happily did.

Little did she knew that her would friends get jealous and outcast her.

Jude used to be a very naive person and didn't understood what was happening around do she tried her best to cheer them upuntil one day one of the girls created a huge fight for no reason.

She yelled how Jude was an attention seeker who loved put shining everyone else and didn't see anyone other than her.

but this wasn't what caused Jude to stop singing in front of others.

the mother of girl which fought with Jude was a teacher in their school.

One day a singing competition came in which different schools were participating.

Jude Off course applied along with many other students.

Even thought Jude was the best candidate among all she wasn't chosen.

The reason was nepotism.

The girls mother was given the task to choose a student and she chose her own daughter instead of more eligible person

if that wasn't enough she scolded Jude in front of whole class when she tried to step up for herself.

You voice is very weird. how can you win with your weird voice.

don't sing or my ears might bleed.

Those words hurt Jude very badly.

How innocent a child is?

how much bad words influence children?

Jude knew all that really well.

"Mom's voice is not good Derek. i would sing later for you. by the way do you want to eat something"

Jude tried to change the topic but her son wasn't going to let

go until he gets whats he wants

"Mama's vooise is the best. pleaze sing for me"

Derek gave his best puppy face which immediately melted both of the girls heart but Jude was afraid

"Go ahead Jude i also wanna hear you sing"

Lorah encouraged

"You won't like my singing...."

"Let me be the judge of that Jude

come on sing for us"

Lorah said

"Pleaze mama.pleaze!" Derek insisted too

Jude took a deep breath.

You need to face you fear in order to not be afraid of it

Those were the words Derek Jude's husband told her

She needs to face her fear

"Okay!"

Lorah leaned showing that she was very attentive.

Jude gathered all of her courage and sang

"Can i call you baby..

can you be my Friend?

can you be my lover up until the very end

let me show love oh i don't pretend

stick by my side when the world is given in

oh ooo oo don't

don't you worry i will be there whenever you want me

i need somebody who can love me at my worst

no i am not perfect but i hope you see my worth...

"

Jude kept on singing until the end and when she finished she found Derek was fast asleep.

Smiling at her son cuteness before getting up and walking into a room which have had built for him she tucked him under the blanket and kissed his forehead

Upon walking out she saw Lorah sitting in the same position as if she was a statue

"Jude! why the hell did you never told me about you being a literal....literal..."

Lorah was trying to find a perfect word go explain her thoughts but couldn't

"Literal?" Jude asked

"You are soo good. no you not just good you are beyond imagination....how come you never told me about this?"

Jude sighed

This would take a while but she explained everything to Lorah

"what a mean bitch she was!

how can she say so many hurtful things to a child?"Lorah was cursing the teacher.

"leave it. it was may years ago"

"Yeah but the wound is still there. no wonder you never let me read your songs"

Jude felt bad for not being open to her friend so she apologized

"No need to apologize. i understand but just sing for me too from now onwards"

Jude couldn't be happier and agreed.

"By the way are you coming to the graduation ceremony?"

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How is the story going?

Btw the song's title is at my worst.

i don't remember the singers name

all i know is that Jungkook sang this song in his Vlive.

also many juicy things are coming in next chapters

is Derek alive or dead?

what happened in the last 3 years

Is Derek really Derek's son or someone else?

stay tuned!