Jude who was about to pick up glass of water stopped mid way

I don't wanna go there!

that was the first thing that came in her mind.

Those place held memories......

Really bad and painful ones.

Seeing Jude's reaction Lorah could only sigh in sadness.

3 years.....it has been three still she is running away from it.

but was she to be blamed?

hell no!

She was the victim to the cruelty which not only dragged her but her husband too.

"Jude!" Lorah opened her mouth to say something but before she could Jude stood up and turned around.

"i won't go there!"

"neither i am telling you to do so!......it's just.......running away isn't a solution."

Jude was a smart girl so Lorah didn't need to say any further.

She always listened to her logics instead of emotions but sometimes emotions gets the best of her.

"Lorah!"

"Yeah Jude?"

"Should i...... should i go there?"

Jude turned around and looked at Lorah

Lorah lowered her gaze as if she was thinking before looking back up

"You know Derek once told me that he wanted to see you graduate while holding your child"

Jude couldn't hold back herself as she burst out in tears

Lorah got up and hugged her while patting her back

"take off your lenses first"

Lorah reminded as crying with lenses on would cause irritation.

Jude pulled away and took off her black lenses revealing her blue eyes.

One of the things about Jude that Lorah would never understand is Jude hiding her true beauty

"What if he is there?"

Jude asked

"Jude you can't avoid him all your life!"

"i really need to clear my mind. i am a mess at the moment"

"take all the time you need. i am off now"

Lorah said her good byes and left

Jude walked inside Derek's room and stood near his bed.

He is carbon copy of her except for his eyes.

His lenses were grey unlike Jude's blue one.

why?

why is she not able to move on?

When did she became such a coward?

how long can she run?

what would be her sons reaction when he finds the truth?

Jude closed her eyes as memories of 3 years ago started playing in front of her eyes.

Suddenly she jolted and opened her eyes still afraid to face and see them once more.

but one thing for sure!

Jude never regretted giving birth or naming her child Derek.

may be it was time to stop being a coward and face everything.

but if she decides to do this there is no running away.

jude felt mentally drained so she got just got out of Derek's room and sat on her chair

She tried focusing on work but just couldn't.

Finally realizing she couldn't work she pulled out her phone watched some news

suddenly the anchor started talking about Jude and he Life

"The 2nd most successful business woman in the country Jude Hamada is a life example of woman power. she took over her husband's company after his death in an accident. At that time his company was in huge crises but she was able to get it out of crises. the fact that she was pregnant didn't stop her is what makes her a real life wonder woman.

Her son whom she named after her husband is super handsome..... "

Jude was fumming in anger.

how dud they found out all this information?

why the hell people are so curious about her personal life?

what if she is 2nd most successful business woman?

who gave them right to have any public opinion on her personal life.

"Tracy!" she called via phone

after sometime Tracy walked in and asked what she wanted her to do

"Sue all the television who are talking about me"