She came to this world on February 23rd. Counting from that time, she has lived here for more than two months and nearly three months. Opening her eyes every day is training, closing her eyes is Her eyes are also training, and even her dreams are training. It seems that she is busy all day long and doesn't have much free time for her to think wildly.

But in fact, occasionally one or two frames from her previous life would flash through her mind, and during those one or two seconds, she would always feel a sense of loss. It was clear that it had not been long ago, and it was still vivid in his mind, but to Jiang Ran, it seemed like a lifetime ago.

Oh, it was already a lifetime ago.

Jiang Ran slightly raised the corners of her lips mockingly, and then quickly relaxed her lips. She even felt a little ridiculous. She came here inexplicably and turned into a paper character "Jiang Ran" in this book. She used her soul to control another person's body and made her way in the entertainment industry with no experience.

She missed her parents a little.

When Jiang Ran thought of the words "Mom and Dad", Jiang Ran's eyes instantly became filled with mist. She raised her chin slightly and looked up at the sky to hold back her tears. After a while, she calmed down and resumed her thoughts. Keep thinking.

In fact, I don’t know if it’s because of her own overthinking, but sometimes she feels a little dazed and confused, full of guilt towards the original owner, and feels that she has usurped the life of another innocent girl and that she was the one who killed her. original owner.

Is she a "murderer"?

She possesses the other person's body, the other person's interpersonal relationships, the other person's past experiences, and everything about the other person. If she hadn't come, as long as the original owner didn't commit suicide in the later stage, he could have lived a good life. Instead of being like now, with a lonely ghost like her occupying his body.

So, what is the meaning of her existence?

But she didn't dare to die and didn't want to die. She was also a victim of this incident. While fate played tricks on the original owner, it also played tricks on her! She can obviously have a nine-to-five job, sleep until she wakes up naturally on weekends, and then go out to eat, drink, and go shopping with her best friends. If her parents want to go home, she can just buy a train ticket and be home in less than an hour...

Fate has brought her to such a strange place. At the beginning, she was careful every day to avoid showing off her flaws and arousing suspicion. She lost her education and work experience, and her original stable and ordinary life. She was destined to be destroyed. Take a completely different path.

Is this all her dream, or is the "original owner" a figment of her imagination, similar to some kind of schizophrenia. She is originally Jiang Ran, and there is no such thing as wearing a book from beginning to end? Or is she in a man-controlled dream now?

Jiang Ran took a deep breath and felt that she was really sick. I have a lot of random thoughts with no preface and follow-up, but nothing useful.

Sure enough, late at night and loneliness always make people unable to resist emo.

Jiang Ran raised her hand and patted her cheek twice to keep herself awake. She thought that everyone was watching the video recorded by her family in the cafeteria, but she might never see her parents again. Just now The recovered mood inexplicably dropped again.

His thoughts were racing, and images from the past flashed through his mind unconsciously.

She thought of her parents who allowed her to go to college despite the ridicule of those stupid relatives who favored boys over girls; she thought of her parents who always tried to save money when they were sick, but they would take her to the hospital to get medicine whenever she coughed; When I was working, I would always rush to work in order to get more sleep. As a result, I had no time to eat breakfast and was scolded for fear that I would get stomach problems. I thought about myself when it was dark when I got off work in the winter. Her parents were worried that something would happen to her, a girl, and asked her to go to work if she was scared on the road. Call them and talk to her all the way until she gets home; the thought...

She thought she had forgotten many of those little things in life, even ordinary little things that were submerged in the torrent of time, but when she really recalled them, they were extremely clear.

At the time, I found their nagging annoying, but now I want to listen to them again but I don’t have the chance. She couldn't even imagine how sad her parents would be if they knew she was gone. Just thinking about this possibility, her heart began to ache unconsciously, and her tears fell uncontrollably...

The recording inside was on track, and Jian Zhiyao didn't need to stay there any longer, so he found a chance to come out for some air and aimlessly walked around the canteen. When he caught a glimpse of a small pavilion not far away, he wanted to go in too. Sit down and enjoy the evening breeze.

Unexpectedly, after approaching the pavilion, the first thing that greeted his ears was a burst of crying. He paused his feet, raised his eyes and glanced into the pavilion, and saw a figure sitting in the pavilion, lying on the railing and crying. Jian Zhiyao was out of breath. Because he was wearing training clothes, Jian Zhiyao couldn't be sure who it was, but he was certain that it was a contestant from the show team. And he was still wearing pink training clothes, so he was obviously a member of Class A.

After seeing the figure clearly, Jian Zhiyao subconsciously wanted to pretend to have never been there and hide away quietly, but it was already too late.

Because Jiang Ran had already noticed footsteps behind her, she turned her head and saw a slender figure three or four meters away. She recognized who it was through the dim light.

Jiang Ran stood up hurriedly, wiped the tears on her face and pretended to be nonchalant.

She originally wanted to find a quiet place with no one, but she got emotional and wanted to cry. She originally thought that this place was still twenty or thirty meters away from the staff, and no one would hear her, so she would be very relaxed. I cried here, but I didn't expect someone to come here. It was a bit embarrassing to be discovered and cry in the dark. I was still a mentor.

"Teacher Jian, why are you out here too?" Jiang Ran asked in a hoarse voice, somewhat embarrassed.

Jian Zhiyao was silent for a few seconds, then opened her thin lips and uttered one word, "Noisy."

There were three women in one play, so many women gathered together, which made his brain hurt. The most important thing was that they started crying again after watching the VCR recording. He really didn't want to stay in it anymore.

? ? ?

Jiang Ran was stunned for a moment, but the next second she realized that she was too noisy, she quickly bowed and apologized, "I'm sorry for disturbing you. How about I leave right now and make room for you?"

Jian Zhiyao meant that it was too noisy inside so he came out to get some air. However, seeing that the other party misunderstood what he meant, he didn't want to explain. But when he heard what the other party said became more and more outrageous, he said everything he wanted to do to make room for him. The corners of his eyes twitched involuntarily, "No need."

Jian Zhiyao walked closer to the pavilion, found a bench on the other side and sat down. He caught a glimpse of Jiang Ran, who was standing like a wooden stake. "What are you standing for? Sit down."

"Oh, thank you, Teacher Jian." Jiang Ran sat back awkwardly, lowering her eyes and playing with her fingers, not daring to look into Jian Zhiyao's eyes.

The two of them were speechless for a while, and neither one spoke first.

Through the corner of her sight, Jiang Ran saw the red dots peeping out from between Jian Zhiyao's fingers. She realized in hindsight that Jian Zhiyao must have come out to smoke.

Have you ever heard that Teacher Jian smokes before?

Jiang Ran was a little surprised by this. Just as he was thinking about it, he saw Jian Zhiyao put out the cigarette butt, took out a pack of tissue paper from his pocket, took out one, wrapped the cigarette butt and stuffed it back into his pocket.

He is quite environmentally aware. He doesn’t throw away garbage and keeps it in his pocket. Such a boy is a big plus!

Jiang Ran commented in her mind, and then she saw a bony hand holding a tissue suddenly appeared in front of her. Jiang Ran's eyes gradually lifted up from the tissue, she looked up and paused before saying, "For me?"

Jian Zhiyao nodded expressionlessly and handed the tissue in front of her. Jiang Ran hurriedly reached out to take it, and while wiping the tears on her face, she whispered her thanks, "Thank you."

"Why were you crying just now?" After the words came out of his mouth, Jian Zhiyao remembered the information sheet he had seen. He suddenly felt that he was wrong to ask, so he changed the subject again, "Do you miss your family?"

"Well..." Jiang Ran nodded.

"If you are eliminated, you can go back to see them early."

"???...cough cough..." Jiang Ran choked on her own saliva and coughed several times. It took a while before she recovered. She looked at Jian Zhiyao in disbelief and with a little fear and asked, " Teacher Jian, please tell me honestly, am I going to be eliminated this time the ranking is announced? Please come and vaccinate me in advance so that I can be mentally prepared."

Seeing Jiang Ran's amused expression, Jian Zhiyao couldn't help but twitch the corner of his mouth to laugh. He suppressed it and coughed a few times, pretending to be expressionless. An imperceptible smile flashed across his eyes, "Guess."

"I do not guess you guess guess?"

The mouth flies in front, and the brain chases behind.

After Jiang Ran finished speaking, she felt something was wrong. She actually dared to tease Jian Zhiyao, and immediately added, "Then I guess it's not true, right?"

Jian Zhiyao chuckled lightly, and the corners of his eyes and brows seemed to be smiling, curved, soft, and full of energy. Regarding Jiang Ran's question, neither was it right nor was it wrong.

Seeing Jian Zhiyao smiling so happily, Jiang Ran, who was emotionally infected, couldn't help but smile along with her curved lips.

In the darkness, the two of them were alone, erasing the previous sense of distance, sitting together and chatting like friends. An idea suddenly formed in her mind. Without thinking much, Jiang Ran suddenly asked, "Teacher Jian, do you think I am suitable to be an idol?"

"Why do you ask?"

"I feel like I'm not suitable for this path." After Jiang Ran said this, he organized the follow-up words, and then said, "Before I joined this program group, it was not my dream to debut in a group. Participating I just treat the competition as a job, and my purpose is just to make money, which seems to be different from the original intention of other players."