Tianyuan, Tianyuan, I don’t want you to be like this? I will still hurt you after all.

Sorry, I can't respond to your affection for me.

Yinuo's heart was filled with sadness.

Yinuo looked at the affection in Tianyuan's eyes and felt very guilty. Did I give him a hint?

No.

Why is he so devoted?

The me now is not worthy of his affection.

After the divorce, Yinuo was actually a little afraid of relationships and felt a little inferior inside. She always wanted to shrink into the shell she built and didn't want to peek out.

Yinuo knew that she had a knot in her heart, and she didn't want Tianyuan to untie it. Anyone could do it, but Tianyuan couldn't. The more familiar people are, the easier it is to hurt each other.

"Tian Yuan, we are friends. I only treat you as my friend, nothing else." Yinuo said firmly while looking at Tian Yuan.

Tian Yuan said eagerly, “Yinuo, listen to me. I have liked you since college, but at that time, you already had someone you liked. Later, after graduation, you changed your phone number and I never contacted you again. Fuck you. Do you know? That day, the day I met you again, I was so happy, so happy that we met again. Now, I am unmarried and you are single, can't you give me a chance? "

Yinuo gently turned the juice glass. She didn't expect that Tianyuan had fallen in love with her in college. But, I really only regard Tianyuan as my friend.

How can I reject him and make him less sad?

Yinuo was thinking...

"Tian Yuan. I had a marriage..."

"I don't mind, really." Tianyuan leaned forward and held Xia Yinuo's hand, eagerly interrupting what Xia Yinuo was about to say.

Yinuo blushed and pulled out his hand. Tianyuan held it tightly. It seemed that once he let go, Yinuo could no longer hold on. Yinuo didn't take out his hand, he only felt the heat in his palm. Yinuo looked at Tianyuan sincerely. Tianyuan's hopeful eyes pierced Yinuo's heart, as if he was blocked by something and couldn't breathe. Yinuo thought about the words in his mind, and said to Tianyuan carefully and sincerely, “No, Tianyuan, listen to me. My last marriage failed. I don't have the courage to get married again. Now, I have Yueyue, Yueyue It’s cute, I’m living a happy life, and I don’t want to break this happiness.”

Tian Yuan tightened his hands and begged, “Can't you try again for me? Although I dare not say that I will be a perfect husband, but I will use my heart and do my best. "

"Tian Yuan, marriage is not like this. Marriage requires two people to work together. One person cannot do it."

"Then will you work hard for me?" Tian Yuan looked at Yinuo pleadingly.

Tianyuan, you don’t have to be so humble. You can obviously hold your head high and proudly say to me, Yinuo, this is my girlfriend. I just don’t want to see you like this. It makes me sad and guilty. I don’t want to live with guilt.

Yinuo turned his face and stared at the budding rose beside him. Tianyuan, I am not this budding rose. My rose may have been devastated.

"Tian Yuan. It's not a question of whether I work hard or not, but that I don't want to get married again. I think my life is pretty good now." Yinuo said lightly.

After a while of silence, Tian Yuan didn't know what he thought of, and spoke again, “Yi Nuo, Yueyue will always have a father. Instead of choosing someone else, won't you consider me?"

"Yueyue...," Yinuo paused and thought to himself: Yueyue's problem, Yueyue's problem has nothing to do with Tianyuan, I will handle Yueyue's problem myself. Yinuo sighed, “I will handle Yueyue's problem."

"Yi Nuo!" Tian Yuan shouted a little louder, seemingly dissatisfied with Yi Nuo's answer.

Yi Nuo advised lightly, “Tian Yuan, you are young and promising, you have a house and a car. You can choose a woman who matches you well, not me."

"But, I only like you, I only love you." Tian Yuan said angrily.

"You will meet the person you love, and she will love you too." Yinuo paused and said ruthlessly, "But, I don't love you!"

The room was silent. It seems possible to hear the pastoral heartbreak. Tianyuan finally let go of his hand, and Yinuo gently pulled out his hand, and the heat in his hand gradually cooled down.

"Tian Yuan, I'm leaving first, goodbye!"

Yi Nuo ran away, she was afraid of hearing Tian Yuan's heartbreaking voice, afraid of seeing Tian Yuan's sadness, afraid that she would become soft-hearted...

The delicate rose seemed to have lost its soul, and seemed to be crying because its owner abandoned it on the table.

Tianyuan, with his shoulders slumped and lonely, sat motionless opposite the roses, looking at the roses sadly.

She didn't take you away!

She didn't take me either.

She didn't promise me.

She rejected me.

she does not love me.

not love me.

………

Yinuo walked out of the cafe and looked up at the sky through the gaps in the leaves. The sun was dazzling, making my eyes sore, and tears seemed to flow down.

What's going on here?

As I grow up, my heart becomes fragile.

…

It's Monday again, and Xia Yinuo's mood is still slightly sad. In the morning, grandma made her favorite poached eggs, but she only ate one and left one in the bowl. Grandma called to herself and handed over another meat bun.

When I arrive at the company, I can always hear other people talking when I walk by. Looking out of the corner of my eye, I could still see their various looks.

Let it go!

How can you control other people's mouths?

The gossiping Zhang Qin didn't care about other people's mood at all. She pulled up a chair and came over and said to herself, “Why is your mother-in-law like that? How do you usually live your life! Hey! I can't get along with such a person. "

"Usually, she doesn't come." Yinuo said calmly.

"Nowadays, marrying not only depends on the man, but also the mother-in-law. Having a good mother-in-law can save a lot of trouble! Also,..."

Zhang Qin talked casually, while Yinuo listened casually while working. To be honest, Xia Yinuo didn't want to hear her talk about her ex-mother-in-law, herself, and her experiences.

That's the way it is in a company, you can't have a temper. That's not at home. You can talk if you want to, and argue if you want to argue.

What a restless day!

Yinuo rubbed his unstretched eyebrows.

…

I don't know who I offended in the company, but the incident of Su Zihe's mother coming to the company to cause trouble has never been resolved. Every day, several people get together to discuss. It's not that Yinuo is neurotic, but that whenever Yinuo comes to the tea room, the people talking about her will always stop and start talking again after she leaves. Yinuo often saw the bustle in the tea room and the silence after he left. Yinuo always feels upset. And that look, just that look, needless to say, everyone knows it.

Yinuo put Yueyue to sleep, turned on the computer, and prepared to check the recruitment information online. If it doesn't work, find another job. If the tree is moved, it will die, but if the person is moved, it will live.

Still doing finance?

Or find another job?

Grandma is getting older, so I have to take care of the family more.

On Saturday, Xu Ling came again.

Xu Ling loves to tease Yueyue, and Yueyue seems to like her very much. Whenever Xu Ling comes, she rushes over to ask Xu Ling to hug her.

Yueyue was taken by someone, so she turned on the computer as soon as she promised. Prepare to find a job.

The location should be close and the salary should not be low.

Xu Ling turned on the computer and was a little curious. Hold Yueyue and take a look.

"Are you looking for a job?" Xu Ling asked in surprise.

"Yeah!" Yinuo slid the mouse and nodded.

"Why? Isn't the job good? The salary is also good."

Yinuo sighed, “Hey! It's hard to explain in words."

"What's wrong?" Xu Ling hugged Yueyue and sat next to Yinuo. Yueyue slid down.

"Su Zihe's mother made trouble at the company." Yinuo dropped the mouse, leaned on the back of the chair, looked at Yueyue who was rummaging through things, and said sadly.

"What's she causing trouble? It's been so long since the divorce."

"I didn't tell you that Zihe's mother has come to make trouble several times. I bought this house just to avoid Zihe's mother."

Yinuo continued, “Who knows, after moving, she couldn't find anyone, so she found where I work. Do you think it's annoying or not?"

"Why? Do you want to remarry?" Xu Ling asked doubtfully.

"Be happy."

"Yueyue?"

"Godmother." Yueyue heard Xu Ling calling her name with her little arms and legs, and ran over, her chubby little hands raised high towards Xu Ling, holding her favorite biscuits.

Yueyue thought that her godmother also wanted to eat biscuits!

Xu Ling happily took the biscuit, touched Yueyue's black hair, bent down, faced Yueyue, and praised with a smile, “Yueyue really loves my godmother. My godmother loves you too!"

Yueyue ran away again happily.

"What's wrong with Yueyue? Isn't Yueyue your and Chen Yang's child?"

Xu Ling asked Yinuo doubtfully. Suddenly, her face suddenly changed and she looked at Yinuo in surprise, "Did you remember wrongly that the child is actually Zihe's?"

Yinuo curled his lips and said, "What? Stop thinking nonsense. It's not from Su Zihe."

"Hey," Xu Ling said with an ambiguous smile, "How can you be so sure it's not Zihe's?"

Yinuo didn't want to talk to her, thinking it was better not to say anything if he had known earlier. It's a pity that I didn't know earlier.

Xu Ling bumped Yinuo's shoulder and laughed even more disgustingly. Xu Ling just wanted to get to the bottom of it.

"A few months before the divorce, Zihe and I stopped doing that."

Yinuo said quietly.

Xu Ling was so surprised that he couldn't recover.

After Yinuo's divorce, Xu Ling never asked Yinuo in detail, divorce! For Yinuo, that was definitely another scar in his heart that couldn't be repaired. She didn't want Yinuo to open it again or see it again. She hoped that the wound would be buried in the corner of Yinuo's heart and the dust would never be seen again.

But, there is someone! He was so hateful that he insisted on holding on to her, Xu Ling showed a stern expression, and quietly retreated.

"Did you know that he was having an affair?" Xu Ling asked in a relaxed tone.

Yinuo's expression was unclear and his tone was indifferent, “Yes! I followed him specially."

"Following him?" Xu Ling stared at Yinuo in surprise.

Yinuo's eyes fell on Yueyue, and his mind wandered: I seem to have been stalking, following my father and Aunt Shen when I was a child, stalking Ji Junfeng when I grew up, stalking Su Zihe after getting married... I can probably be a policeman. Yinuo laughed at himself.

Xu Ling stared at Yinuo, recalling that time when Yinuo followed Ji Junfeng. She looked at herself and Ji Junfeng from a distance, her eyes blurred, disappointed and cold.

Ji Junfeng came to see him and actually told him that he liked me not Yinuo, and I thought there was something wrong with him. With his pitiful and ugly appearance, I don't think he's good at all. If Yinuo didn't like him, I wouldn't want to see him at all.

"So, you knew about him and Shen Wenli earlier?" Xu Ling asked faintly.

"Yes!" Yinuo responded softly, his voice so small that it disappeared with the wind.

When did you start tracking? Yinuo frowned and thought.