If the fear and despair in Zhang Qiqi's heart accounted for 90% at the beginning, then the anger in her heart accounted for 90% at this moment.

Zhang Qiqi's love for Yan Yan was not very deep to begin with. In fact, her biggest feeling when she first became pregnant was that Yan Yan's long-term meal ticket became more reliable.

During the past period of time, she discovered that pregnancy was not as easy as she imagined, and could even be said to be very difficult. In addition, she had to go to the hospital every now and then to get abortion injections, and her figure was severely deformed. She actually felt that There are people who have resented the child in their belly.

If she didn't need a child to maintain the relationship between herself and Yan Yan, she would definitely abort the child in her belly without hesitation.

But the saddest thing is that when she was pregnant with this child, all she could think about was how to use this child as a bargaining chip to gain more benefits for herself. But now that the child is gone, her heart is in pain.

It wasn't until she was sure that she had lost her child forever that she finally realized how important the child in her belly was to her.

This importance has nothing to do with her desire to bind Yan Yan to this long-term meal ticket. To be precise, this importance is-even if she has to raise the child alone, she is willing to do so.

Zhang Qiqi was lying on the hospital bed looking at the white ceiling above her head. She felt it was ironic that her mother's love awakened after she lost her child. What a sad thing.

At the same time, she finally understood for the first time why Su Wuwei wanted custody of her two children when they divorced. The reason was simple. She just made a choice that every mother would make.

Every child is formed from the mother's bones and blood, and is protected by the mother's life from a cell to a baby that cries when it lands.

As for the father, he does not have to experience the hardships of pregnancy. Even if the child is born, it will not have a big impact on his life. Therefore, the father's love for the child is difficult to compare with that of the mother.

This is why when Yan Yan and Su Wuwei divorced, he easily gave up the custody of their children. Although Zhang Qiqi could not deny that she played a certain role in this, Yan Yan's thoughts were surprisingly consistent with hers. Resolutely do not want custody of Yan Jing and Yan Duo.

Zhang Qiqi put herself into the role of Su Wuwei. She even thought that if the child in her belly was safe and sound, she would be reluctant to abandon her child if she and Yan Yan got divorced.

Her hand unconsciously touched her belly again, and when she realized what she was doing, a somewhat mocking smile appeared on her face.

But in the blink of an eye, her eyes became full of fierceness, and she didn't know where the strength came from to actually pull the bag on the chair.

Sure enough, there was her mobile phone inside, and she couldn't help but snorted in her heart. Being harsh was not useless, at least he knew how to bring her mobile phone with her before taking her to the hospital.

Zhang Qiqi took out her phone and saw several missed calls. She opened it and saw the call from Sun Zhixiang, as well as a bunch of unread WeChat messages from Sun Zhixiang.

She couldn't help but secretly rejoice that Yan Yan didn't have the unlock password for her phone, otherwise Sun Zhixiang's WeChat message would have been seen by him. But even without the unlock password for her phone, Yan Yan could still see her missed calls. Thinking of this, Zhang Qiqi's heart skipped a beat. Hanged up.

Now that the child in her belly is gone, if Yan Yan discovers her relationship with Sun Zhixiang again, Yan Yan will probably not let it go due to his character. At that time, Zhang Qiqi will lose his wife and his army.

She once again confirmed that there was no one in the ward except herself, and then she dialed Sun Zhixiang's phone number.

Sun Zhixiang picked up the phone as soon as the call came through, and his voice came over immediately, "Qiqi, what's wrong with you? You don't answer my calls, and you don't reply to my WeChat messages. What's wrong with you?"

"I'm in the hospital. My child is dead." Zhang Qiqi said directly, without a word of nonsense. Her expression had calmed down when she spoke, and she was not as crazy as she was a moment ago.

Perhaps it was because Zhang Qiqi's reaction was so calm that Sun Zhixiang doubted whether what she said was true. His surprised and confused voice immediately came over, "Qiqi, are you telling the truth? This You can’t joke about it.”

Zhang Qiqi's suppressed anger rebounded instantly, and she said bitterly, "Sun Zhixiang, believe it or not, do you think I would make such a joke on my own child?"

In fact, Sun Zhixiang felt that even if Zhang Qiqi made such a joke about the child, it would be in line with her character. After all, what she showed in front of Sun Zhixiang was that she had no feelings for the child.

But it is definitely impossible to say such a thing at this moment, and it is undeniable that when he confirmed that the news was true, the joy in his heart was greater than the sadness. In addition, even if he was a little sad, it was all because he was worried about Zhang Qiqi. reason.

Suppressing all the thoughts in his heart, Sun Zhixiang quickly asked, "Qiqi, which hospital are you in? Let me go and see you."

A simple sentence instantly brought Zhang Qiqi's thoughts back, and she quickly said, "You must not come, and remember, if I don't contact you in the future, you don't contact me either."

"Then what should I do if I have something to do with you?" Sun Zhixiang said quickly, "Don't worry, I will never talk nonsense when I send you a message. Even if Yan Yan sees it, he won't be able to tell anything."

Zhang Qiqi was completely impatient. She said coldly, "You can do whatever I tell you to do. If you don't believe me and listen to me, I will directly block all your contact information."

This was the simplest and most direct trump card used by Zhang Qiqi to threaten Sun Zhixiang. Sure enough, Sun Zhixiang immediately became anxious after hearing this. He quickly said in a coaxing tone, "Okay, okay, I know, but you have to give me something every day." Send me a message to let me know you are okay..."

Sun Zhixiang originally had a lot more to say, but was directly interrupted by Zhang Qiqi. She said "I know, I'll try my best" and then hung up the phone.

The next moment she hung up the phone, the door of the ward was pushed open, and Yan Yan appeared at the door of the ward. His eyes fell on Zhang Qiqi, but he did not take the initiative to speak.

Zhang Qiqi felt a little guilty. She put her phone under the pillow and said awkwardly, "Why did you come in suddenly? She didn't knock on the door."

"Do you still need to knock on the door in the hospital?" He frowned sternly and said as he walked towards Zhang Qiqi, "Don't I come at the wrong time? How about I come in later?"

This sentence simply confirmed Zhang Qiqi's worries. In order to cover up her embarrassment, she smiled dryly and said, "What's the wrong time? What can I do in the ward alone? Your words are becoming more and more nonsensical."