Jiang Sui was stopped by Si Nian and put the phone to his ear again.

"Well, brother, you talk, I'm listening."

Jiang Sui opened the web page with his mouse while waiting for Si Nian to continue.

But there was no sound from Sinian's side, but Jiang Sui could clearly hear the sound of electricity in the wires.

"Brother? What do you want to tell me?"

Si Nian paused and spoke again.

"Um, Sui Sui, I'm with Uncle Jiang now. He wants to come over to see you. Is that okay?"

Hearing this, Jiang Sui's fingers, which were tapping on the keyboard, stopped.

She was silent for a while, and her voice was a little cold when she spoke again.

"I don't want to see him. If you bring him here, I'll leave immediately."

Just as Duan Sinian was about to say something, a burst of noise came from the phone.

"Hello, Sui Sui?"

It was Jiang Guodong's somewhat tired voice.

Jiang Sui didn't say anything, but didn't hang up the phone either. He just waited quietly for the person on the other end to continue.

"Sui Sui, there may be some misunderstandings between you and Dad. Dad wants to explain it to you in person."

Jiang Sui took a deep breath and asked, "Have you and Gu Wan registered your marriage?"

As soon as Jiang Sui asked the question, the other party fell silent and did not respond for a long time.

Then Jiang Sui unilaterally hung up the phone.

I can't help but have a little fantasy about reality.

I fantasize that he will give up marrying that woman for my sake.

But it's just a fantasy. How many fantasies can become reality?

She no longer has a home or family, except Si Nian.

Jiang Sui put down his phone and opened the email page on his computer.

Enter your email account in the space, then use your mouse to switch boxes to enter your password.

"Oh!"

Jiang Sui exclaimed softly.

She was a little distracted just now and accidentally clicked on the account and password recorded in the browser, and now she is logged in.

When Jiang Sui saw the email homepage, he was stunned.

This is Si Nian’s email address.

Still the same nickname as before - Liunian.

Seeing this, Jiang Sui thought of the dozens of emails he had sent that had fallen into oblivion.

She never asked Si Nian about the email again.

Ever since he found out what happened to Si Nian, Jiang Sui attributed all the unanswered questions in his heart to Si Nian's difficulties.

She no longer wanted to ask him the reason.

I wanted to log out immediately and log into my email.

But suddenly he glanced at the number next to Si Nian's draft box, and Jiang Sui's hand, which was about to click on the ×, stopped.

For some unknown reason, she moved the mouse arrow to the draft box and clicked on it.

What I saw was shocking.

The recipients on the entire draft box page clearly showed Jiang Sui’s email nickname - Eucalyptus.

Jiang Sui's fingers curled up unconsciously, and he clenched them into fists, shaking like a sieve.

He read all the thirty-eight emails that fell into oblivion.

Thirty-six emails in three years, plus two extra emails, a total of thirty-eight emails.

It's not that he didn't read the letters or didn't reply. He replied to every one of them, he just didn't send them.

At this moment, they are all lying intact in Si Nian's draft box.

Jiang Sui's hands were shaking, and he was hesitant about whether to click in to take a look.

The WeChat notification tone sounded at the right time.

It was Xiao Wen who sent her a message to remind her to hand in her homework again, saying that there were still five minutes left.

So Jiang Sui no longer hesitated, logged out of Si Nian's email account, and logged back into his own.

She found the ideological and political theory paper she had written in the draft box, spent three minutes revising it, and sent it out at the last minute.

When he saw the page showing that the message had been delivered to the other party's mailbox, Jiang Sui leaned back in his chair and let out a long breath.

Si Nian had written all the reply emails in his draft box, so why didn't he send them out?

She waited in vain for three years, from full of hope to disappointment, and then to despair.

Since the summer vacation after graduating from elementary school, she called Si Nian, but his phone was always turned off.

As a last resort, she called Si's house again, but the person who answered the phone said he was not there every time.

Later, Jiang Sui couldn't contact Si Nian, so he had no choice but to start emailing him.

During the three years of junior high school, she wrote Si Nian a letter every month. Even though she never received a reply from him, she still persisted stubbornly.

It was not until she started high school that the intense study left her with no time to surf the Internet and she stopped sending emails.

At this moment, Jiang Sui especially wanted to know what Si Nian said in reply to those 38 emails.

So she restarted the email webpage, clicked on the account and password recorded in the browser, and entered Si Nian's email again.

This time she didn't hesitate and opened the draft box directly.

Jiang Sui did not open the last two reply emails first, but scrolled to the back page, found the original email and opened it.

That was what Jiang Sui wrote to Si Nian on the first night of the first grade of junior high school.

It said: Brother, are you okay? I have been unable to contact you through various means recently, and I am very worried.

By the way, school starts in September now, and I still don’t know how you did in the college entrance examination? Did you get into a university in Beijing?

I guess you must have gone, because you said you would wait for me in Jingbei, and you never break your promise.

I also got into a key middle school this year. I'll tell you a secret. I got the top score in the entrance exam! I don't know if I can keep this ranking in the future, but I will work hard towards my goal.

I won't say too much, it's too late, my mother called me to sleep, I hope you can reply as soon as possible. I miss you so much!

The content of Jiang Sui's email ended here. She scrolled down the page with her mouse and saw Si Nian's reply below.

I'm sorry, Sui Sui, I broke my promise...I miss you all year long.

His reply was very brief. He clearly didn't say anything, but it seemed like he had a lot of reasons to explain.

The emails above were all Jiang Sui's ramblings, some about studying, some about her mother's criticism of her, and some about reporting good grades to him, but at the end of each email it would say "I hope you can reply as soon as possible."

And Si Nian’s reply to every email was the same: Sorry...I miss you.

Jiang Sui didn’t know what Si Nian’s reasons were, she guessed it might have something to do with the fact that he didn’t go to Beijing to study at university.

But from these brief replies, Jiang Sui knew that Si Nian had always been thinking about her.

These ten years were not just a decade of unilateral concern for her.

Looking all the way up, the reply time of the top two emails showed to be more than a year ago.

Jiang Sui knew that this should be the time when Si Nian had just regained his freedom.

She also remembered what she wrote in the last two emails.

One of the letters she sent was at 10:05 pm on October 16, 2013. The general content was:

Brother, my mother is ill. The hospital has confirmed today that she has bone cancer... in the late stage. The doctor said she won't live for more than three months... Brother, what will I do if I don't have my mother? I miss you very much, and so does my mother... Can you spare some time to come back and see her? I am anxiously waiting for your reply.

Sinian's reply below is: Sorry, I saw it too late...

The other one was written by Jiang Sui to Si Nian on the night of his mother's funeral.

The content is: Brother, you have not shown up for a long time, I am very sad. Today, no one can understand my sadness. I lost my mother and you at the same time. I think I should start to learn to be independent. This is the last email I write to you. From now on, I will no longer miss you or cherish your memory. Let's just forget each other. I hate your years!

The following reply line follows: Sorry...I love you very much, Si Nian.

I love you very much, Si Nian!

When Jiang Sui saw these words, he opened his mouth blankly and tightly grasped the sweater on his chest with both hands.

My heart was beating so fast that I couldn't seem to control it.

Is that what she imagined it meant?

Jiang Sui was a little unsure.

Suddenly I remembered what Wu Chunhao said before, "If you can find his book, maybe you will find something."

Yes, where is Sinian’s book?

Jiang Sui forced himself to calm down and thought about where he could put the old things in Si Nian's place.

Suddenly she stood up from her chair, stumbled into the bedroom, lifted the sheets, knelt down beside the bed, and half of her body was under the bed.

After a while she pulled a cardboard box out from under the bed.

Jiang Sui opened it carefully with trembling hands.

Stacks of books were neatly arranged in the cardboard box.

Jiang Sui picked up a book at random, opened it, and fixed his eyes on it.

Pick up another book, open it, and fix your eyes on it again.

Finally, she hugged the book tightly to her chest, closed her eyes, and a tear fell.

Suddenly, she opened her thin lips and smiled slightly.

It turns out that it has never been her one-sided love between them!

Si Nian is also deeply in love with her!

In every book of his, on the corner of almost every page, he would draw a heart and circle the word "year".

After crying and laughing for a while, Jiang Sui began to clean up the exploration site.

Before Si Nian came back, she put on some makeup to cover up her red eyes.

After finishing, she looked at herself in the makeup mirror and saw that she looked completely normal and even better looking than usual. She was glad that she had brought these tools with her today.

The sudden discovery of Si Nian's secret swept away Jiang Sui's bad mood caused by Jiang Guodong.

At this moment, she was so happy that she just wanted to sing and dance.

Is there anything happier than finding out that the person you like also likes you?

So when Si Nian came back and went up to the second floor, he saw Jiang Sui dancing with a smile on his face.

Si Nian was stunned for a moment, then he curled his lips, raised his hands and started clapping.

Jiang Sui stopped when he heard the voice and turned to look at the stairs.

"Brother, you're back?"

Jiang Sui smiled and ran towards Si Nian.

Just like when Jiang Sui saw Si Nian appear outside the glass partition of the dance studio when she was a child, she ran out of her mother's dance class with Yuzhu and ran towards him regardless of everything.

Si Nian felt that the lively little girl in his memory and the beautiful girl in front of him overlapped at this moment.

So he smiled and stretched out his arms to catch her, just like he did when he was a child.

"Why are you so happy all of a sudden? Huh?"

Si Nian's voice was low and hoarse, and it made Jiang Sui's heart tremble.

She raised her head in his arms and looked at him with a pair of watery peach blossom eyes.

Si Nian lowered his head and their eyes met. He was suddenly stunned.

What is he doing?

After realizing that their behavior was a little too intimate, Si Nian turned his face somewhat unnaturally, stretched out his arms, and took two steps back with Jiang Sui to keep some distance from him.

After hiding his panic, Si Nian went to look at Jiang Sui again, and the girl was still smiling.

Clearly, she was about to lose her temper on the phone before, so how come her mood suddenly became better after just a short while?

If he had known this would happen, he should have brought Uncle Jiang here.

Let the father and daughter have a good talk.

They are obviously each other's only relatives, so why do they have to make things so awkward?