Jiang Sui curled the corners of his lips slightly, his eyes sparkling, and nodded at Si Nian.

She asked softly, "How much do you like him?"

He looked at her with a calm gaze and answered slowly, "It's deeper and heavier than liking. It's love..."

He finally admitted it himself!

He said it was love, he loved her!

Although it was expected, it was enough to make Jiang Sui feel happy and excited.

But what's the point of just acknowledging this love?

She continued to ask, "What is the extent of love?"

Faced with Jiang Sui's eager gaze, Si Nian could no longer look into her eyes calmly.

He closed his eyes, took a deep breath, sighed heavily, and said, "I love you so much, to a degree you can't imagine."

Jiang Sui took a step towards him, and the two of them were almost close to each other.

She looked up at him and asked hopefully, "Is this love enough for you to let go of everything, including your self-esteem, pride, grievances, pain and unwillingness, and choose to start a new life with me regardless of everything?"

After she finished speaking, she put her hands on his face, forcing him to look at her, and then asked him carefully, "Is it okay?"

He didn't say anything, just looked at her, his expression painful and eyes full of struggle.

After a long time, he pulled Jiang Sui's hand down, avoided her sight, walked around her body, walked to the computer desk, leaned on the table with both hands, lowered his head, and looked so painful that he seemed like he was about to fall to the ground.

Knowing that this decision was difficult and painful, Jiang Sui stood there quietly waiting for him.

The living room was eerily quiet, and the clock on the wall was ticking.

Five minutes, ten minutes, twenty minutes, and in the blink of an eye, thirty minutes passed.

Jiang Sui felt his legs were numb from standing.

Si Nian finally stood up and turned to look at Jiang Sui.

Jiang Sui saw that his brows were knitted together and there was a gleam in his eyes.

His lips trembled slightly and he tried hard to speak.

Before he uttered the word "year-old", his voice had already become hoarse.

Jiang Sui suddenly understood his answer. She no longer needed him to say it out loud.

After all, this love could not outweigh everything that was deeply buried in his heart.

She thought it was time for her to give up.

It’s like a person desperately walking forward in the dark, but he can never see the end of the road, and can never wait for dawn.

The feeling of despair is the same.

"okay, I get it."

Jiang Sui is very calm at this moment.

She calmly turned her back to Si Nian and said, "Then I'll go back first."

Just like every time she said goodbye to Si Nian at the school gate, she just left a few words and went downstairs.

You love me, but this love cannot stop everything, what else can I do?

I can only let you go and reduce some of the constraints on you.

It seems that this is all I can do for you.

As Jiang Sui walked past the dark first floor, there was another hurried sound coming from the iron stairs.

She heard it, but she didn't stop.

He chased her out and she stopped, but what was the use?

Isn't it just like now, sometimes far away, sometimes near, tormenting people and making them feel upset.

When Jiang Sui reached out to open the door, the footsteps caught up with him.

Her hand that was pulling the door was grabbed, and her whole body was tightly hugged by Si Nian from behind with one hand.

She struggled hard with her hands for a few times, but it was useless, he was too strong.

Jiang Sui's tears fell uncontrollably again.

Now what is this?

In the dark and quiet space, only Jiang Sui's slight sobbing could be heard.

Si Nian held her hand and wrapped his arms around her waist.

He buried his head deep in her neck, his breath warm.

The sound he made was also muffled and carried a hint of powerlessness.

He said, "Sui Sui, I am several years older than you. I don't have a car or a house. If I give up on clearing the stain, I won't even have a future. I am just a broken person like this. Are you sure you want me and are willing to be with me?"

Hearing him say this, Jiang Sui's heart ached even more and tears welled up even more violently.

Her voice was trembling, but her tone was extremely firm. She said , "I am sure, I am very, very sure. I want you, no matter what you are like!"

A drop of Jiang Sui's tear fell on Si Nian's hand, burning his heart and making it tremble.

He loosened his arms and turned Jiang Sui's body around to face him.

He held her face in his hands and lowered his head, slowly moving his lips towards hers.

His lips gently kissed Jiang Sui from the corner of her eyes to her cheek, and finally landed accurately on her soft lips.

There was a faint salty taste on her lips, the taste of her tears.

He tasted it and his heart tightened.

At first he licked and caressed her lips gently and patiently. She followed him stiffly, her hands climbing up his slender waist.

Later, his soft tongue easily pried open her teeth, went straight in, and entangled with her small tongue.

His breathing became disordered and his kiss became a little overbearing, as if he wanted to kiss her into her bones.

Jiang Sui couldn't bear it anymore and whimpered twice. She could hardly breathe!

Si Nian paused, then sucked her lips and tongue twice gently and tenderly, before reluctantly leaving her lips.

He looked at Jiang Sui tenderly for a while. The room was dark and he could only see her sparkling eyes in the darkness.

His heart was filled with warmth, and he suddenly hugged Jiang Sui tightly in his arms.

At this moment, Jiang Sui's cheeks were wet and hot. She lowered her head and buried it in Si Nian's chest, hugging him tightly.

After a long while, she told him softly in his arms, "It doesn't matter if there's nothing. I only need you! You're just a few years older than me. What's the problem? What's most important is that I like you. If you don't have a car or a house, I can make money to buy one myself in the future. If you say you have no future, that doesn't matter. I can support you... You said you are such a broken person, but no, in my eyes, you will always be that flawless Si Nian!"

At this point, Jiang Sui raised his head from Si Nian's arms, met his eyes that sparkled in the night, and said word by word, "So, I want you, and only you. Please don't push me away again."

After saying that, she tiptoed and gave Si Nian a light kiss on the lips.

Si Nian's eyes and heart were as soft as a pool of water at this moment.

Her girl was answering his previous doubts and also confessing her feelings to him.

He was now extremely grateful that when he saw Jiang Sui coming down the stairs just now, he followed his heart and chased him down without any hesitation and without any sobriety.

Otherwise, where could he go to listen to such beautiful love words?

He now wanted to hug and kiss her passionately again and melt her into his bones and blood, so that they would never be separated.

But he still restrained himself. He just held the back of her head with his hand and pressed her into his arms again.

It seemed that by doing this, his heart, which had been empty for a long time, would be filled immediately.

He called her softly in her ear, his voice low and seductive.

He said, "Sui Sui, I love you so much!"

Jiang Sui smiled in his arms, closed his eyes, and said, "Me too, I love you so much!"

My dear girl, I can finally express my love to you easily. Fortunately, it is not too late and fortunately you are still here!

My beloved boy, I can finally enjoy your hugs and kisses with a clear conscience. Fortunately, we did not get separated. Fortunately, you no longer hesitate and finally change your mind.

At this point, two hearts that were on the verge of breaking were finally whole.

The two people were so absorbed in the hugging that one of them suddenly felt his stomach growl at an inopportune moment.

Si Nian let go of Jiang Sui and spoke with a hint of smile in his voice.

"hungry?"

Jiang Sui nodded embarrassedly.

Fortunately, it was pitch black downstairs, otherwise he would have seen her face that was as red as fire, which would not be a good look.

Si Nian hooked Jiang Sui's hand, wrapped his big hand around her, and pulled her to the bathroom door.

He wanted to touch the switch to turn on the light, but was stopped by Jiang Sui.

"Hey, don't turn on the light. I must be crying so ugly right now. I don't want you to see it clearly."

Si Nian pinched Jiang Sui's face with amusement, and said gently, "Okay, then I'll get a towel to wipe you."

Jiang Sui nodded and leaned against the door waiting for him.

Si Nian groped his way into the bathroom in the dark, wet his towel with hot water, and came out to wipe Jiang Sui's face.

"Come on, lift your head up a little."

Si Nian pinched Jiang Sui's chin with one hand and lifted her face a little, then he wiped her face carefully.

Although it was dark inside, Jiang Sui stared at Si Nian intently through the light of the street light shining through the small bathroom window.

As she watched, she suddenly laughed and said, "It doesn't seem real to me. Such a handsome man belongs to me starting today?"

Then she heard Si Nian's low laughter.

He finally wiped the tip of Jiang Sui's nose, kissed Jiang Sui on the lips, and left quickly.

Then he asked her softly, "Does this feel real?"

He reached out and stroked Jiang Sui's smooth cheek again, saying, "Yes, such a handsome man will be yours from now on, and only you."

Jiang Sui didn't expect Si Nian to say such sweet words of love. She lowered her head a little embarrassedly.

Now she is really happy. The person she loves also loves her so deeply. It’s great!

"Let's go upstairs and make you something delicious."

Si Nian still held Jiang Sui's hand and went upstairs. Together they selected some meat and vegetables from the refrigerator. Then Si Nian kissed Jiang Sui's hand and let go of her reluctantly.

"Be good, go sit on the sofa for a while, I'll be fine soon."

But Jiang Sui wanted to stay with Si Nian at this moment, so she asked him coquettishly, "Let me help you, I can pick vegetables."

It was rare that Si Nian did not refuse her to stay in the kitchen this time.

Jiang Sui was picking vegetables by the pool, and he was standing beside her cutting meat on the chopping board. The two of them looked at each other from time to time, their eyes full of love.

When Si Nian was about to cook, he finally asked Jiang Sui to leave the kitchen.

He said he was afraid that the hot oil would burn her.

Jiang Sui had no choice but to pick up Cream, who had been meowing at her on the floor. She stroked the little guy's soft fur and stood outside the kitchen door, watching Si Nian busying around with a good mood.

After each dish was put into the pot, Si Nian would take some time to step back to the door and kiss Jiang Sui.

Every time after being kissed, Jiang Sui would lower his eyes, purse his lips and smile.

Although they had only been speaking their minds to each other for less than an hour, Jiang Sui felt that they already had the demeanor of an old married couple.

The young husband was busy in the kitchen, and his petite wife was watching him at the kitchen door with a cat in her arms. They occasionally glanced at each other and developed feelings for each other.

What a beautiful picture! Now she finally got what she wanted.

Jiang Sui thought that she and Si Nian would continue to walk together like this until they got married, had children, and grew old together.