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Chapter 94 Lingering

Jiang Sui's cheeks were flushed, and he was breathing hard into his chest, but he nodded at him confidently and firmly.

If he was going to leave tomorrow, then today she wanted them to have each other completely.

What does life or death matter? As long as they truly love each other at this moment, nothing else matters.

What changed during the separation over the past few years? It seemed that nothing had changed. Her love for him not only did not diminish, but became even stronger. She still loved him and missed him with all her heart and eyes.

Tonight she would give herself completely to him, and from tomorrow on, she would do her best to help him continue to live, but if she failed to do so in the end, she would not regret it.

Just the memories of the few moments she spent with him were enough for her to savor for the rest of her life.

Jiang Sui hooked his arm around Si Nian's neck, looked at him clearly and said word by word, "Si Nian, I'm sure, I want you tonight!"

After she finished speaking, Si Nian's eyes were instantly filled with a smile.

Jiang Sui felt a little embarrassed and slowly lowered his head.

Si Nian picked her up and carried her sideways, walking straight towards his bedroom.

What else can he do?

Since he couldn't push her away, he might as well satisfy her in the limited time and give her all his love.

Si Nian put Jiang Sui on his big bed, and then pressed his whole body on her.

There was no light on in the bedroom, but the door was half open, and a faint light shone in from the living room.

Dark and extremely ambiguous.

Si Nian clasped Jiang Sui's hands, intertwined his fingers with hers, and kissed her tenderly.

From her forehead, kissed to her eyebrows.

She smiled and winked at him from beneath him.

In the dim light, he bent his lips and continued to kiss gently downwards, sliding across the tip of her nose, cheek, and finally to her lips.

He suddenly stopped and looked at her lovingly.

She smiled, raised her little head playfully, kissed him on the lips, and lay down.

He lifted her up and kissed her again, then left.

He looked at her, his smile widening.

After repeating this several times, Jiang Sui finally broke free from Si Nian's hands, hung his arms around his neck, half raised his body and began to kiss him passionately.

Now there was even a smile in his eyes.

He held her head with his hands and responded to her long kiss passionately.

Her hands tried to untie his clothes again, but he suddenly stopped and stopped her in a hoarse voice.

"Sui Sui, don't move..."

She couldn't understand what he meant, and her hand suddenly stopped. She looked at Si Nian with confused and helpless eyes.

He smiled slightly and stretched out his index finger to scratch her small nose. "Silly, how can you let a girl take the initiative for the first time? Let me do it..."

She shyly covered her red cheeks with her hands and also covered her eyes.

Then she heard a rustling sound on her body. Through the gaps between her fingers, she saw Si Nian kneeling on the bed. His shirt had been taken off, revealing his fair and strong chest.

Jiang Sui originally thought Si Nian was quite thin, but now she saw clearly that he was the type who looked thin when dressed, but had muscular body when undressed.

The gaps between her fingers widened, and she glanced at him secretly through them.

Unexpectedly, he immediately suppressed it again. He pulled away her pretentious hand, and even his voice was filled with laughter.

He called her, his voice low and seductive, "Sui Sui, why are you peeking? Open your eyes, I'll show you openly, okay? Hmm?"

She listened to his instigation and slowly opened her eyes. In the dim bedroom, his eyes were sparkling and he was looking at her with love.

She looked at him and called him softly, "Brother..."

The sound was like the scratching of a kitten's claws, scratching into his heart.

He could no longer control himself. He lowered his head and kissed her fiercely. At the same time, he peeled off her clothes one by one like peeling eggs, and also took off his own clothes.

As if she sensed what was about to happen, Jiang Sui began to panic. She clutched the bed sheet beside her tightly, ready to let him do whatever he wanted.

Her frail body trembled beneath him, and he could feel it, so he hugged her smooth back tightly and whispered softly in her ear, "Sui Sui, don't be nervous, hold me tight."

She listened to him obediently, and her warm and cool hands instantly covered his slender waist.

Si Nian's body shook, he felt he could not wait any longer.

He lowered his voice and called her again, as if to confirm for the last time.

"Year after year..."

Before she could even utter a soft "hmm" her lips were blocked by him again.

His hands stroked her body gently, then rubbed it vigorously, and she let out a soft moan from her throat.

The last single syllable of "hmm" was stuck in his throat.

As he straightened up, she felt herself broken, yet suddenly whole.

He and she hugged each other tightly, feeling pain and joy, and sweat soaked their hair.

She gradually sank in his love, her eyes blurred, unable to tell whether what she saw was reality or a dream.

If this was a dream, she would rather never wake up.

Every time she dreamed of him, she would run towards him with all her might, but at the end of each time, she would be pushed away by him. She could never possess him completely.

This time he finally stopped pushing her away, they finally had each other, and she was so happy that she had tears in her eyes.

After a satisfying session, Si Nian lay on Jiang Sui, burying his head in her ear, and he called her hoarsely again.

"Year after year..."

"Yeah." She responded softly.

"I love you so much, I can't express my love..."

Six years later, she heard him say these words to her again.

But these six years seemed like a thousand mountains and rivers between them, and after all the bumps and bruises, love finally happened between them. Although it was six years late, she still cried with joy.

A drop of warmth fell on Si Nian's cheek. He noticed it and looked up at her.

Seeing her face full of tears, he panicked a little. While helping her wipe her tears, he whispered to her, "Why are you crying? Does it hurt?"

Jiang Sui shook his head at him, put his arms around his neck, and buried his whole body in his arms.

"I just feel that although this day has come a little late, it has finally arrived. All these years of waiting have not been in vain. Brother, you are finally mine."

After hearing Jiang Sui's words, Si Nian felt sad.

"I'm sorry... Sui Sui."

Jiang Sui covered Si Nian's mouth with his hand, "Don't say sorry. You always say sorry to me, but who can say sorry to you?"

Obviously, he was the one who suffered the most. Jiang Sui felt that fate owed him an apology.

"Brother, don't blame yourself or feel guilty. I did all this willingly."

Hearing her say this, he silently hugged her tightly and rubbed his cheek against her forehead hard.

At this moment, Si Nian's heart was filled with emotion. After all the twists and turns, what was supposed to happen finally happened. Facing Jiang Sui, he was both happy and guilty.

Although he couldn't stay with her for a long time, he selfishly wanted to possess her body and mind.

But what can he do?

The love deep in my heart cannot be restrained no matter how hard I try.

If they had known this would happen, they wouldn't have wasted so much time. It's all his fault.

He missed these six years because he underestimated Jiang Sui's persistence.

In the limited time that remains, what will he use to show his love for her?

It seems that nothing is more convincing than actual actions.

In the dim night, Si Nian kissed Jiang Sui's forehead again.

Jiang Sui squinted her eyes in his arms, enjoying the tender feeling between the two of them at the moment. She even wanted fate to give them a little more time, a little more. She also wanted to be with him forever.

People are like this. Once they have tasted sweetness, they can hardly accept bitterness.

Jiang Sui suddenly raised his face to face Si Nian and called him in a serious tone.

"elder brother."

"Um."

"To discuss something with you?"

"What's up?"

Si Nian's voice was still slightly hoarse from passion, and it was low and deep. Jiang Sui felt inexplicably at peace listening to it.

"Brother, let's have surgery. I asked Dr. Mark, and he said it's not completely impossible to cure. If you have surgery as soon as possible, your chances of survival are still very high."

Seeing Si Nian's eyes darken slightly, Jiang Sui suddenly hugged him tightly again.

"Brother, I am actually a liar. I lied to you when I said I didn't care about forever. I also want you to stay with me forever, so, just think of it as a try for me, okay? Mark is a world-class neurosurgeon, he said..."

Before Jiang Sui finished speaking, Si Nian's fingers slid across her cheek, and finally pinched her chin and kissed her gently on the lips.

"Okay, I agree to the surgery."

Jiang Sui was a little surprised. He didn't expect that he would agree so easily.

"I haven't even finished my words yet, and you've already agreed? You didn't even ask about the success rate of the operation, or how big the risks are?"

Si Nian suddenly smiled, and gently hooked his fingers through her hair and said, "Opportunities and risks coexist, don't they? I have already looked down upon life and death, but because of you, I hope to live longer. I am not afraid of death, I am just afraid that you will be disappointed. Since you want me to undergo surgery, then I will listen to you. I will always believe in you unconditionally."

Si Nian's words made Jiang Sui feel happy but also a little sad.

Even she herself didn't know whether the surgery could save Si Nian. She simply believed in Mark's professional judgment, and Si Nian believed in her unconditionally.

How much love and courage does it take to entrust someone with one's life?

Jiang Sui suddenly leaned forward to kiss Si Nian again, biting and licking inch by inch.

It seemed as if nothing I said to him now could overcome this strong entanglement.

That night, Jiang Sui seemed to be in the depths of the boundless ocean, sometimes floating and sometimes sinking, like a dream.

Only the faint scent of pine wood lingered around her all the time, reminding her that this was reality, not a dream.

Over and over again, she seemed to be swept up by the waves and then fell down.

There was a moment when she felt that she could no longer bear it, but she didn't want to be separated from him.

Happiness, pain, desire, and satisfaction seemed to be all given by him at this moment. They mixed together and she felt as if she was about to drown in the sea.

Because the other person is Si Nian, the man she has been thinking about and loving for many years, she is willing to die for him.

In this ups and downs, Jiang Sui was gradually exhausted, and she didn't know when it ended.

She only remembered that before she closed her heavy eyelids, Si Nian was bending over the bed, helping her clean her body very gently.

At night, Jiang Sui felt the warm embrace beside him while he was sleeping and leaned in unconsciously.

Feel safe, at ease, and have a good night's sleep.

Early the next morning, Jiang Sui turned over and groped towards his side before he even opened his eyes.

To her surprise, she touched nothing, and her heart felt empty as well.

She opened her eyes in shock, and when she saw Si Nian standing in front of the bed buttoning his shirt, her heart immediately calmed down.

She said nothing, lying on her side on the bed with her head slightly supported by one hand, and just stared at him quietly.

After this look, she realized that no matter in the past or now, no matter whether he was poor or rich, this man was always so stylish and attractive, and had a fatal attraction to her.

Just looking at him quietly, her cheeks would unconsciously become hot.

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