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Chapter 106: Reluctance

Jiang Sui raised his head and smiled at Si Nian, then put the meat back into Si Nian's bowl.

"Brother, you eat it. I don't like eating meat now."

Si Nian was helpless and said to her in a very gentle tone, "How old are you? You are still picky about food! Do you understand that you need a balanced diet?"

Jiang Sui just stuck out his tongue at him slightly, without explaining or arguing.

She was not in the mood to talk today, but was afraid that Si Nian would notice something unusual, so after dinner she made the excuse that she was a little tired and went to bed early after washing up.

The bedroom had its curtains drawn and the lights off, leaving it pitch dark.

Jiang Sui tossed and turned in bed. What her leader said to her today still made her feel uneasy. She didn't know whether she should tell Si Nian and discuss it with him.

This afternoon, after Jiang Sui was sent back to the unit by Si Nian, he went directly to see his leader.

The leader first affirmed that she had done a good job at work during this period, and then suggested that the company was going to end her internship period early and directly send her out.

It is certainly a good thing to end the internship early and be assigned abroad directly.

It’s just that Si Nian’s health has just recovered, and she is still a little worried about him.

And there is this: the country where Jiang Sui was sent abroad is a bit special.

The country of La has been a place where multiple forces have long been in confrontation and entrenched. If one is not careful, war may break out at any time.

This is also the place where Si Nian's parents both died.

How could she bear to tell Si Nian that she was about to go here to do a job that was not easy and in which she could lose her life at any time?

Her leader told her that the reason for sending her there was that she was fluent in multiple languages and could accompany the ambassador to communicate with various forces, do her best to safely bring overseas Chinese trapped in dangerous areas out, open up channels for them to return home, and be ready to evacuate at any time.

It may not be for long, a few months at most, but the work is somewhat dangerous.

She had been mentally prepared for this before she entered this industry. This is her ideal and belief, and she will not give up.

Regardless of whether there is danger or not, she will definitely obey the instructions and try her best to do her job well.

But Jiang Sui didn't want Si Nian to worry, so he spent the whole afternoon hesitating whether to tell him.

A little later, Jiang Sui was lying on the bed when he heard footsteps coming in at the bedroom door.

She hadn't thought it through yet and was afraid that Si Nian would see through her, so she could only close her eyes and pretend to be asleep.

After a while, she felt the mattress beside her slowly sinking, and then a warm kiss fell on her forehead.

Si Nian's arm gently wrapped around her waist and pulled her into his arms.

Then he leaned his cheek towards Jiang Sui, his breath was warm, just enough to spray on her face.

Jiang Sui's heart began to tremble. She was so scared that she dared not move, fearing that she would soon be unable to pretend anymore.

All these little actions he just did revealed his deep attachment to her.

How could she bear to tell him that in a week, she would follow in his mother's footsteps and head to La Country.

She thought that Si Nian would probably go crazy with worry after knowing the news. Based on her understanding of him, he would definitely not wait for her to come back home obediently. He would definitely follow her.

But knowing that it was a place where danger could occur at any time and he had just begun to recover, how could she let him follow her and put himself in danger?

This job and ideal are only hers now, not Si Nian's.

In the dark night, the breathing of the person beside him gradually became long, and Jiang Sui knew that Si Nian was asleep.

She slowly turned sideways to face Si Nian, and in the darkness her fingers gently stroked his deep brows, high nose tip, and sexy thin lips. Finally, she leaned forward and gently kissed him on the lips.

The decision has been made.

This time, she also began to learn from his previous behavior, making decisions alone, taking responsibility alone, and only informing him of the final results. She wondered if he would be as angry as she was at the beginning?

She didn't care about that anymore. As long as it was for his good, she was willing to take the responsibility.

If she could come back safely, she would go and coax him again. He was easy to coax anyway.

If she didn't come back, he would be sad, but at least he would live on.

Having made the decision, Jiang Sui would start packing his luggage in the next few days while Si Nian was busy with his own things in the study.

It’s strange to say, Si Nian seems to be very busy these days. He locks himself in the study for a few hours after dinner every day. Jiang Sui doesn’t know what he is doing.

Jiang Sui thought that maybe he had a job. After all, he was the head of two large groups. If he had not been sick before, he would not have become a hands-off boss as Li Ai said.

At this time, it would be good for him to be busy. Maybe if he was busy, he wouldn't be sad and heartbroken because of her leaving without saying goodbye.

A week passed quickly, and today was Friday again, less than three days before Jiang Sui's departure.

The closer the day of departure gets, the more Jiang Sui feels reluctant to leave.

She had planned to take advantage of the weekend to go home and visit Lao Jiang and Gu Wan, and then spend the whole day with Si Nian.

Then on Monday she quietly left for La Country alone.

If she's lucky, she'll be back in a few months. If she's unlucky, someone will come back and tell her family.

But Jiang Sui didn't expect that the plan would not change as fast as it did.

When getting ready to go to bed at night, Si Nian suddenly told her that he had something to go back to HK on Saturday night and would be back on Monday night.

Jiang Sui was stunned when he heard this. Doesn't this mean that they only have this one night left to spend together?

Jiang Sui suddenly felt a little sad. She knelt on the bed, looked at Si Nian pitifully and asked, "Can we not go this weekend? Can we change the time?"

Si Nian pinched Jiang Sui's face amusingly, "Why? Can't bear to leave me?"

Jiang Sui pursed his lips and nodded, looking at Si Nian hopefully, "Well, is it okay?"

Si Nian pulled Jiang Sui's hand over, rubbed it in his palm, and said with some embarrassment, "The time for the group's shareholders' meeting has been set, and all the directors who will attend the meeting have been notified. There is no way to change it, but Sui Sui can't bear to leave. What should I do?"

Si Nian seemed to think for a moment, then asked Jiang Sui with a smile, "How about I put you in my pocket and take you away?"

Jiang Sui was amused by Si Nian and followed his words, "Okay, put me on your left chest like that handkerchief, so that I will always be in your heart."

Si Nian was stunned for a moment, then reacted, hugged Jiang Sui and said with a smile, "So you found everything, Sui Sui, no need to keep it in your pocket." Si Nian pointed to the position of his heart, "You have always been here with me."

Jiang Sui felt warm in his heart. He leaned over and placed his head on Si Nian's left chest, listening carefully to his strong heartbeat.

Suddenly remembering something, she raised her head slightly to look at Si Nian and called softly, "Brother."

Si Nian looked down at Jiang Sui, helped her hide the loose hair behind her ears, kissed Jiang Sui's lips gently, and replied, "Yes, I'm here."

"Will you always pamper and love me like this?"

"Yes, I do."

“No matter what I do, nothing will change?”

"Well, no, it will never change."

Nothing in the world is as good as you. My love for you will always remain the same and will not change because of anything.

"Okay, brother, you must remember what you said today."

As he spoke, Jiang Sui sat up from his knees, put his arms around Si Nian's neck, and slowly covered Si Nian's with his warm lips.

Jiang Sui's sudden initiative today made Si Nian feel inexplicably happy.

He immediately hugged Jiang Sui's waist tightly, took the initiative, and began to kiss her domineeringly, biting and licking every inch, rolling and rubbing against her over and over again.

Jiang Sui's breathing gradually became rapid in Si Nian's long and passionate kiss, and his whole body collapsed, hanging limply on Si Nian.

She felt a little impatient now, and called Si Nian vaguely, "Brother..."

"Yeah." Si Nian's voice was also unclear, and he asked her, "Sui Sui, is it okay?"

Her eyes were blurry and she nodded slightly at him.

As if he had received a special pardon, Si Nian suddenly turned over and pressed her down.

Jiang Sui felt that the clothes on her body were being taken off by him bit by bit. His fingers gently and slowly stroked her eyebrows, and his lips kissed her neck lightly again and again.

The light from the bedside lamp in the room was dim, making Si Nian's eyes and brows look particularly gentle.

He stared at her with affection in his eyes. Jiang Sui felt a little embarrassed and reached out to turn off the light, but was stopped by Si Nian.

He gently stroked her cheek with his fingertips, his movements were slow and gentle, as if she was his treasure.

The air was so hot that even air conditioning couldn't dispel it.

His forehead touched hers, their sweat mixed together, and Jiang Sui felt like his limbs were about to fall apart, but he still refused to let her go, holding her up in his hands, over and over again.

As if to let her engrave this feeling deeply into her bones.

She closed her eyes tightly and endured it seriously.

The next second, Si Nian gently pushed aside her sweaty bangs with his fingers, and slid his fingers down her smooth forehead to her lips.

He called her name in a hoarse voice, "Sui Sui, open your eyes and look at your brother..."

Jiang Sui was in so much pain from being provoked by him that she opened her eyes slightly and felt like a small boat floating up and down in the sea of his love. Her voice was broken, "Brother...Brother...I'm sorry..."

Amidst the sweetness and sadness, Jiang Sui unconsciously apologized to Si Nian.

But the man was completely immersed in his joy for her and did not notice anything wrong.

The next day at noon, Jiang Sui woke up in Si Nian's arms. She just moved her body, and Si Nian used his arms to hold her tighter.

Jiang Sui didn't plan to move anymore. He lay quietly on his side in front of Si Nian, staring at Si Nian without a single move.

It was unknown how much time had passed before Si Nian's hoarse but smiling voice rang softly beside Jiang Sui's ear, "Sui Sui, how long do you want to watch, huh? Have you seen enough?"

Jiang Sui raised his eyes to look at him. Si Nian did not open his eyes, but the corners of his lips slightly raised into a beautiful arc.

Like a child who was caught peeking, Jiang Sui's cheeks began to feel slightly hot, and even the sound he made seemed to carry heat.

“I can’t see enough even if I watch it for a lifetime.”

If possible, she really wanted to just watch quietly like this until the end of time.

But her life is not only about their love, but also about the ideals and beliefs they once shared. But now they all fall on her alone, and she has to realize them on behalf of both of them.

Si Nian half-closed his eyes and gave Jiang Sui a light kiss on the lips.

"Then keep watching. Watch for your whole life. If one life is not enough, I will give it to you in the next life, the next life, and all the rest of your life. Watch it however you want."

Jiang Sui moved his body closer to Si Nian again, and nestled into his arms, saying softly, "Then it's a deal. This life, the next life, and the life after that, are all mine."

"Yes," Si Nian closed his eyes and hugged her tightly, saying softly, "In heaven, on earth, and on earth, I will always be yours."

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