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Chapter 88 Shen Yan’s Self-Contradiction

"Jinshu! You?"

Grandma covered her mouth and looked at Song Jinshu, feeling very sad and broken in her heart. Jinshu was a child who had always been sensible and filial, but she really couldn't let go of her grandson-in-law.

But she also knew in her heart that what Shen Yan did this time was really too much. For the sake of Su Yuemeng, she actually harmed her unborn great-grandson and completely broke the heart of Jin Shu!

However, she was really reluctant to let it go. She couldn't help but try to persuade her to stay, "Jinshu, grandma..."

Song Jinshu interrupted, with a hint of persistence in his weak voice, "Grandma, I know what you mean, but Shen Yan and I are really destined to be together. Even if we get married, we are destined not to have children in the future." It’s time for me to let go, after all, I can’t keep what doesn’t belong to me.”

"Now that this child is gone, the last bond between me and him is gone. Why should we continue to be entangled? It's no longer necessary. I gave up. The person who can live in his heart is never me, grandma. I'm tired, really tired..."

When Shen Yan heard these words, he was startled. Looking at her pale face, his mind couldn't help but think of Song Jinshu's straightforward confession to him at that bonfire party. Her smile at that time was bright and sunny, which was different from her now. Completely different people.

Obviously not long ago, the relationship between them has reached this point.

Grandma's tears were about to run out. She knew in her heart that she could no longer persuade Song Jinshu to change his mind. She pressed her swollen and painful eyes. No matter how much she tried to persuade her, she could not make up for the damage she had suffered. She had no choice but to struggle. He nodded, "Okay, I won't persuade you any more, I agree to your divorce!"

"grandmother?"

Shen Yan looked up at her grandma fiercely, unable to believe that she would agree.

Grandma looked at Shen Yan with disappointment and said sternly, "You have always wanted to divorce Jinshu, okay, now I will grant you permission, but if you want to divorce Jinshu, I also have conditions."

A somewhat absent-minded Shen Yan murmured, "Conditions?"

"That's right, you must sever any relationship with that woman Su Yuemeng. She can't appear by your side. My poor eldest grandson died not long after marrying her. Now because of her, my little great-grandson doesn't have a daughter. Damn it, and it has ruined Jin Shu’s life like this.”

"As long as this old woman like me is alive for one day, she will never marry you. I will never let her enter the door of my Shen family!"

Grandma's voice was slightly trembling, but it did not allow anyone else to question it.

It's all because she liked the child Jin Shu too much at that time, so she tried every means to bring them together, but she didn't expect that it would harm her life.

As a woman, she naturally felt the pain of losing a child. Since she could no longer change the outcome of their divorce, she could only do the last thing for Jinshu in a self-righteous way.

There is no way she would allow that woman Su Yuemeng to replace Song Jinshu!

Absolutely not!

"Grandma, thank you!"

Song Jinshu naturally understood her grandmother's painstaking efforts, and her eyes finally looked at her with a little light.

Shen Yan listened to the conversation between the two of them, but couldn't help but said, "No, no!"

After he finished speaking, he was a little stunned. He seemed a little reluctant to let go of Song Jinshu and didn't want to get divorced like this.

But he had always wanted to divorce her before, and at this moment he couldn't figure out what was going on in his heart...

"No? What qualifications do you have to say no!"

Grandma was completely angered. She pointed at Shen Yan and started to curse, regardless of whether he was her grandson or not.

"You bastard, why do you regret it? You want to eat from the bowl and look into the pot? You were the one who insisted on divorcing Jin Shu, now you still want to hold on to Jin Shu. ?Go and have your spring and autumn dreams!"

Grandma used to really love this little grandson, but now looking at his appearance, she could only feel unspeakable disappointment.

Shen Yan couldn't help but defend herself, "Grandma, it's my fault, but it happened for a reason. I asked the head of the business department to save her."

Listening to Shen Yan's pale explanation, Song Jinshu couldn't help laughing, but the laughter was full of ridicule and hatred, "Shen Yan, what exactly did I do to make you hate me so much, can you see It’s okay to have sex with me, but this child is innocent, why aren’t you willing to give him a way out?”

Facing Song Jinshu's questioning, Shen Yan remained silent. He was indeed responsible for the child's disappearance, and he felt guilty about it. But if he was asked to agree to divorce at this time, he would not be willing to do so.

There seemed to be a voice in his heart that kept saying, he couldn't agree, he absolutely couldn't agree to divorce her, otherwise she might completely disappear from his world.

So he chose to escape. He lowered his head and left without saying a word, "Let's wait until she gets better. I'll leave first."

"You, come back here!"

Grandma didn't expect that he would just slip away, so she wanted to follow him.

Seeing this, Song Jinshu stopped her and said, "Grandma, there's no need to chase him. I don't want to see him now. Can you stay with me?"

"Okay, okay, I'll stay here with you."

How could grandma refuse Song Jinshu's request? She quickly nodded in agreement, then took a clean basin, filled some hot water, and brought a towel to the bedside.

She soaked the towel in hot water, then picked it up and twisted it dry. She used the hot towel to carefully wipe the tears on Song Jinshu's face, while comforting her, "Don't be afraid, Jinshu, grandma will always be there." I will stay with you, and I will not let others bully you anymore. You have a good sleep, I will be here with you!"

After grandma wiped her briefly, she pulled the bench and sat next to her, holding her hand, gently patting the back of her hand, and coaxed her to sleep.

Before Song Jinshu closed his eyes, he only felt that her grandma's thin body gave her an incomparable sense of security at this moment.

"Okay, grandma, sleep for a while, remember to wake me up."

"Okay, grandma will definitely wake you up. Once you get some sleep, nothing will happen..."

Grandma endured the pain in her heart and kept comforting her.

After Shen Yan left, she went to the bathroom, turned on the faucet, held water in both hands and kept splashing it on her face, trying to wake herself up.

His face was covered with water. He held the table with both hands and looked into the mirror. At this moment, he seemed to see through the mirror the scene when Song Jinshu fell to the ground and asked for help. The aura of despair and sadness always enveloped her, and his At that time, he just gave her a cruel look from behind.

He murmured to himself, "Did I really do something wrong?"

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