My knuckles went white gripping my fork. When I looked back at him, I tried to keep it together.

"Since we got married, I've been your dirty little secret, but your high school sweetheart gets to be seen with you in public. When she calls, you vanish into thin air. So what does that make me? I'm like a ghost. With all this messed-up stuff between us, you've had it easy in this marriage. Must be nice to act all righteous about it."

No matter how hard I tried to keep ...