"Few days later, asked you to hit up the hospital with me for a check-up. Wanted you to see our baby's ultrasound yourself."

Watched his face crumble while I kept my voice dead flat: "But when I woke up that morning? You'd already bounced to be with Susan. Told me to handle the hospital solo!"

"And yeah, I was gonna tell you that day too..."

"...I'm sorry, I..."

"Save it."

Wiped these tears I didn't even know were there, trying ...