This pain has become such a part of me that I don't even know how to live without it anymore.

I know it's toxic, I know it's destroying me, but I just can't figure out how to let it go. I don't know how to stop hating Sophie. She took everything from me. All I ever wanted was Logan, and she stole him away.

I had planned my whole life around him, convinced we'd end up together, but Sophie destroyed that future.

Even now that I'm back, things with Logan ...