On the way home, Hannah didn't say a word. Once home, she blocked me on everything.

I felt miserable too.

What started as an adventure to add excitement to my mundane life had turned out far from what I'd hoped.

Here's the tastefully toned version of this part:

That night, I initiated intimacy with Tyler, who seemed excited. In my mind, I was thinking of Roy.

Memories of the hot spring incident made me more passionate than ...