I'm a little disoriented today. It can be read from my movements. I stare at Ash, lost in thoughts.

I hadn't thought of it that way. I had been so caught up in my own world and affairs that I had not considered Ryan's feelings in the slightest.

I hadn't considered the possibility of him looking for me. Or wanting our child.

It had been stupid. Lying to him. He obviously cared for Ash, and the relationship he'd lost, because of me.

Where do I start from? How do I fix ...