"Amber," Ryan starts as an awkward silence passes between us.

"Don't... don't do that again. Don't touch me like that ever again," I whisper as my whole being trembles.

I want more; more than just a touch on my finger and a sweet, soft caress, but it never really ends there. It could be just sex, and it could be more.

I'm not sure which I want when it comes to Ryan.

After Grant, I'm not sure I'm ready to delve into another relationship. I never really had the time to ...