"In the beginning, but after a while, you start to enjoy the pain" after hearing himself Shia chuckles, "that sounded so fucking sadistic."

"But I get what you mean." Ryder continues to gawk at the shirtless boy standing in front of him, "your art it's amazing," his eyes finally meet Shia again

"You think so?" Shia is very hesitant about sharing his art, but Ryder wasn't just anyone and he's prepared for the boy to know that. "I'm not really good at sharing this side of myself ...