"It doesn't!" I catch myself barking at him "look I don't care what you guys do, all right? I didn't mean to be a dick it just happened"

"Whatever" he walks out. I don't think Nash and I have ever fought about anything, this is all my fault for being so fucking weird, why do I have a problem with Ricky? He's never done anything to me

Spending my night thinking about everything that happened I feel myself piecing it together. Just thinking about what they do together turns my ...