"I know" I really do feel bad for what I said to Paris because when she's not a complete bitch she's nice and brings us fruits from the trees in her backyard. "Can I please go see him" I beg again

"Fine Silas go but be his friend first not the guy that has feelings for him" "I will" I stand up "can I borrow your car?"

"Sure keys are by the door"

"Thanks" rushing to my room I freshen up and leave.

Be his friend first... Sure I can do that, not. My heart hurts knowing ...