"God no!" I reply too excited "Kaya obviously doesn't know when she has a good thing" I smile trying to make him smile but it doesn't work "she's not worth you being sad"

He takes a sip of his beer "I've held it together all week I just want to sit down and be sad"

"Ok yeah we can do that too" I lean back in the couch with him "anything you want." I am doing a great job at keeping it together.

After a while he replies "you mean that?" "Mean what?"

"When you said we ...