No I didn't want to be pregnant.

"It is okay baby girl" she said smoothing me.

It was not okay

"No it is not gonna be okay now.

Look at me

I kept my self in a worse situation that I don't know how to remove myself from" I said wiping my eyes.

"I am sure there is nothing worse and you do know that it is not good to stress yourself when you are pregnant" she said smoothing my back.

That immediately made me shut up and vomit.

What was literally ...