I lost it all.

Because I cried.

I cried so much wondering when and where I went wrong concerning this friendship that went on for a minute.

I learnt to live with it though because there was no shit I could do about it.

And now that I came to know that my cousin the one I considered as my own bestfriend was pregnant with him I really felt empty.

"Get out" I said as I looked in her eyes.

They were red.

"I said get out" I repeated this time louder when ...