Yes I was still blaming him for all this as I cried even more.

I was tired. I did not want all this I swore I did not want it but who was fate honestly.

All this had to happen right.

Fate said that it was going to happen whether I liked it or not.

"Leave... me.... alone... Josiah" I managed to say through a broken voice and numerous amount of hiccups after I was done hyperventilating.

He did not let me go and if I thought that I had no more tears left to cry I ...