'When I was younger and Kylie was born, my mamma went into early labour, she was already pushing forty. Kylie's father was worried about his baby and I was there just worrying about my mamma. A doctor walked out, it was only good news, today I can't say the same Beggar. Your baby didn't make it."

'Did you wait for the good news?"

'Yeah, I waited a long time."

I nod my head and for the first time in a long time I scramble backwards, knees to chest, hair falling over my face, ...