I rejected her. And I didn't think I'll feel like I lost something important.

I didn't think I would feel like I was experiencing grief in the form of a woman I've met five days ago walking out my door without a backward glance.

I need Beggar and I know she needs me too.

I just have to convince her.

I planned to go seek her out when I got back and beg for a chance, but all my plans fled to shit when I got the call from Houston and that was that.

I hadn't had a ...