I'm in so deep, I don't know how I'm going to find my way out. I keep searching, hoping that something would present itself. That there is some cushioning because I don't see any light , it's all darkness.

I watch the people around me, Vincent standing next to me, his hand possessively on my back and the brandy back in the other.

Last night until dawn broke way, we danced, and I felt something, then he left and the feeling was gone.

He made me feel and I want that back, I ...