I've asked myself when, instead of why. I've told myself will instead of how. When will I find him, not why was I looking.

Will I tell him about my involvement with his mother, not how I was going to do it.

I wasn't sure about anything at this moment as Kylie drove toward the river bend. I wasn't even sure if a relationship started on lies was not the way to go, because honestly? For me it was the safest. For me and Reagan it seemed like the only way for us to remain is to ...