"Melinda," I whispered feeling my world collapse when she didn't respond to my call as Cas started performing CPR on her.

Pacing up and down the room pulling at my hair I felt completely useless and hopeless. I could have the blood of another on my hands but I don't think I could ever live with the blood of my wife and child on my hands.

"I thought it was Raquel," I mumbled over and over again as Cas carried the chest compressions. The dream was so vivid, it shook me with ...