Victor and I went out drinking some coffee on the dining room balcony, then asked him

Relam: - Do you feel love for me "Victor" or only because I am your companion?

Victor: - I don't know, what about you

Relam: - I don't know either

What he said really saddened me, it means that I am not that important to him, if the meaning of what I felt, I left him and went to the toilet while I was sad.

I could no longer stand still, so I sat on ...