Kevin's POV :

Anger.

My anger would come like an impossible build up steam, burning me on the way out, burning the one on

the receiving end. I can tell you honestly, every time I ever blew I reckoned the other person deserved it.

There was the explosion and then the mental framework afterwards to avoid guilt, avoid owning the

shame that was mine. That's how I stayed so foolish for so long, so immature, refusing to learn over and

over - sacrificing who I ...