It's our first monthsary on Friday. I wanted it to be special. I know that my relationship with Alli is going through a problem, but I don't want it to ruin our first month as a couple.

If she is shaken, then I must be firm. Since I'm the guy in the relationship, I should be stronger in this kind of situation.

I having a hard time thinking of a surprise since last week. I want to surpass the thing I did for her when I proposed to her. I gave my best on that proposal ...