After yesterday, I don't think I will be able to go to school today. Everyday is getting harder for me to take in.

I am currently sitting beside my bed as it's raining again. My fears are coming back. But still for now I can manage.

I want to call Ian but I think I should try and call Sebastian first to settle this once and for all.

If he answers, even with a text, maybe we still have a chance but if he doesn't then this is it. I had fun while it lasted.

I called him, ...