Mom did say I should not let any man touch my vagina, but did I let Mike? No, I didn't. He forced himself on me but still, I felt like I disobeyed mom. No, it was more like betrayed. I felt like a traitor.

Mom also told me to report to her if any man tries to touch me, but did I? No I didn't. I didn't tell her because I was so scared. Mom would not hit me or anything but she'd be so sad and mad at Mike that Mike and I would have to break apart, and he might even go to jail because I'm ...