'So here's what we're going to do 'You're going to take a long hot bath, I'm going to give you that make over I've been dying to give you for so long, and you're going to look like a goddess when we go partying tonight. Heaven knows you need a lot of alcohol right now". Steph proclaims as she scans through her wardrobe trying to find something flattering for me to wear.

Laying on her bed, my head aches from the tears I shed. I feel as though I'm grieving a loss. I actually am grieving ...