My stomach drops, I can feel my chest constricting rapidly. What was tears of joy just a few seconds ago instantly turns into tears of sadness. ‘Family' that's what I am to him. More like a sister. There's no coming back from that, he can't miraculously develop feelings for someone whom he sees as a sister.

'Um, Jordan I have to go" I say before the waterfall stats pouring from my eyes.

'Why? I thought we were gonna you know, hang out?"

'Yeah, but I'm sorry I just ...