'I love you Jordan. I have loved you for as long as I can remember. I have tried not loving you, forced myself to forget you, gone on meaning less dates with guys I don't like just to take my mind off you, but all my life whenever I meet someone new I can never fall for them because they aren't you.

He looks at me with surprise and what looks like pity. 'Mel. He says so softly, why didn't you tell me this all these years?"

'Because I was scared to lose you. I thought it would get ...